[liveordie]

feeling really good to day i've eaten two cups of veggie soup i made last night. i eat last night and did not purge YAY! its so confusing to me how this cycle works. i feel like i'm living on the edge and it really good right now but there is that anxiety i can feel of being on the verge of slipping seems to feel a little like adrenalin. tying hard to not let it build up. wow i am going to need some real cooping skills. thank you all for being here i realy helps to stay honest with my self when i read all of your posts. i dont even know you but in some strange way i feel like family.