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Default Sep 06, 2019 at 10:11 AM
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I have no gag reflex. I am AN-R B/P type. I plan to eat, I also plan whether I'm keeping it down or not. I don't binge but a 'normal' meal equates to that in my case. Sad reality but it is what it is. I throw up very easily and so I don't have the same 'guilt' feeling. All being said, it's not good nor helpful, does not promote a healthy lifestyle nor body and causes malnutrition, among other things. I would mention muscle loss, but...that's what weights are for...
This is me, 100%. I think the ease with which I throw up has made this last so long. I can lose my lunch even when I don't want to if I do anything that increases my abdominal pressure - like bending over to pick up a pencil. Can't shop at Walgreens anymore (J/K)
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Default Jan 08, 2020 at 08:45 PM
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Hate hate hate

B/p is better than just binging, but i hate it anyways. I used to be anorexic too and if i could choose i'd definitely go back to ana, as awful as it sounds.
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Default Feb 10, 2020 at 06:49 PM
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I do not care anymore and I am done fighting it. I am 53 and 7 years of therapy. The longest I have ever gone without purging is 3 weeks. When I go to therapy twice a week and stay in contact with the therapist, between sessions, then I am able to last a lot longer but therapist kick you out the door. So down to once a week and no contact between session and I am purging more frequently. I try to make a promise to God I wont do it but it overcomes me so hard and I can not always control it.

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