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Thumbs up Dec 26, 2022 at 06:10 PM
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I told myself that it would be okay and to walk away.

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Unfortunately, I messed up again. I have not helped myself at all today, so far. But will keep trying until tomorrow. And maybe later?

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Unfortunately, I messed up again. I have not helped myself at all today, so far. But will keep trying until tomorrow. And maybe later?
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Default Dec 27, 2022 at 01:53 PM
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I crossed the street more quickly and on a shorter route. There was a car coming. It wouldn't have hit me if I hadn't done these things, but something inside me was anxious and so I imagined hugging that part of me and crossed the street as I did, softly speaking in my mind to my younger self that I would never let anything happen to her.

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I pulled my weight blanket up to feel safe.

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I had chocolate spread on my croissant, for breakfast.
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I gave myself a hug

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Default Dec 29, 2022 at 10:52 AM
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I changed the username on a site I'm on to " windypops", with the tag line, because I keep letting them go

I think it's hilarious, even now..
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Heart Dec 29, 2022 at 05:56 PM
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I watch some movies that I knew my inner child would enjoy.

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Smile Dec 31, 2022 at 02:38 PM
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Watched Frosty the Snowman, the original with Jimmy Durante as the narrator. Also usually watch How the Grinch Stole Christmas each year but forgot this time...too much on my mind.

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Watched Frosty the Snowman, the original with Jimmy Durante as the narrator. Also usually watch How the Grinch Stole Christmas each year but forgot this time...too much on my mind.
I like frosty snowman

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watched the fireworks from my window. I do enjoy them from a safe distance..
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I have started validating my inner child from the emotional abuse I have received from my family..

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I listened to my cat on the mat story

I have been trying to listen to it at least once every evening because it's just nice to do
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Default Jan 06, 2023 at 01:58 PM
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This morning I told her we're having a better day, & that made her feel better.

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I wrapped myself up in my weighted blanket and told my inner child that she is safe.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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I listened to the cat on the mat story

and also the haunted basket
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I begin to validate myself

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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Me too as I never got it growing up. Emotional Neglect.

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Me too as I never got it growing up. Emotional Neglect.
I am the scapegoat of the family.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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