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This is my first time on this site, and first time posting a thread so my apologies if I do anything wrong.
But, I have been having suicidal thoughts/unhealthy behaviors since I was around 11. I am 20 now, and am still having the same issues. I was homeschooled my whole life, in a small town, with a very tiny family. Because of this, I did not have any friends and didn't socialize unless I had to. I didn't have birthday parties, I rarely took trips with my mom, sister, and somewhat emotionally abusive father. My most common issues are feelings of worthlessness, loneliness, feeling undeserving, and as if no matter what I do I'll never be happy. I guess what I'm really trying to ask, is if anyone else has had these issues, or knows how I can cope with them. I apologize for my long rambling story, I thought maybe some details would help. |
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I didn't even began to learn about my self worth until I got out on my own and away from my parent's house which was when I was 20. I had to live with roommates because I didn't make much money but it was much better that being around my abusive mother. What is your situation now? It's a big world out there which can be scary but there are people who are kind and supportive. Have you tried counseling? If not it may be a good place to start. For myself counseling along with psych meds makes my life manageable. But sometimes just being around nurturing people is enough. I also attend a support group for people with mental illness which is free. I have been mentally ill since I was 13. The support group is called NAMI and I believe they have chapters all across the U.S. I'm so glad you reached out and posted! And all my best to you!
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Dee many here suffer from the emotional abuse of their parents.
The way you feel is normal. I did see research that suggests our brains are wired differently. I have found a good deal of support from reading a book by Pete Walker. https://www.amazon.co.uk/Complex-PTS...s%2C148&sr=8-1 It is not a cure but helps me manage better. |
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