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I feel numb all the time.
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I do feel this emptiness/numbness, grieving without knowing why. It is usually when I think about my childhood...when I see a certain child, family, or person that reminds me of myself when I was growing up, or even someone who takes very good care of their child...I often long for that experience and wish I could go back in time and protect/comfort myself. I struggle to feel complete and whole when I am alone, but I wear my heart on my sleeve and I place very high importance on other peoples affirmations/criticisms. At the same time I can really enjoy my alone time, but it is very consuming and I feel so disconnected I start to question my life...So relationships always feel like a double-edged sword. No one really knows how hard it is for me because I almost always hide how I feel, and I blame myself for any problems. Relationships are so exhausting for me, even though I am an extrovert. It feels like they either take me so high and make me feel so good, or they suck the life out of me...Some relationships do more harm than good and lately I don't have the energy to take part in them...
I'm trying to work on having balance in life...I try to spend time alone and do self-love, and also make sure I connect to other people who are loving/encouraging toward me. I'm so grateful for PC and all the wonderful people here. |
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I feel empty and numb today
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I feel like I want to turn my emotions off.
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I’ve been working and using iceberg to help me heal
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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