Ok, so I'm in Boston for the weekend, facing some old triggers. Went to a bunch of places yesterday. Today I can't hardly move. I didn't wear or bring my leg braces on this trip--It causes such a pain at the airport and on the plane--but now I'm paying for it. My hips are the worst but my feet and back are bad, too. My elbows and wrists are extremely sore, I don't know if it's the CMT, the RA or just the stress on the rest of my body. Anyway, I just needed to cry about this pain, 1) because it hurts so very, very bad and 2) because I'm here and faced some things yesterday and wanted to face more today, I'm ready and feel I can do it, now I can't because I can't even move. I can't afford to take a taxi anywhere and to ride the T stairs are required, which are not a possibility. Sorry for complaining but I'm just mad at myself for this pain and I hate it!
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