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My apologies if this story has already been shared in this space. I just came across it this morning and thought others might benefit from hearing it.
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See also: Hugh Massengil: Madness is a Doorway .
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There are ppl who care
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True about many people who care...
In my location in Georgia, we have a therapist who has devoted his life to Veterans with PTSD. Nam to Now peer support groups have benefited all of us. One issue for current female Vets is sexual trauma. When you think someone has your back, and no one stands with you after a rape, is incredibly horrendous and heart breaking...the enemy is not supposed to be your fellow squad members. That I know of, most of the nurses in Nam didn't go through this...we had some pompous rectal orifices in disguise as physicians. It took about one push before they realized we were not their handmaids, and began showing respect for us. I can't help but wonder how this rape issue is going to be addressed for these women... Cap
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I am a Viet Nam Vet with PTSD, but atypical. Nam was fun times for me. What happened was the treatment after I returned home. I got my PTSD watching a man burn alive at a rocket factory and witness to an aircraft crash where I was first on site. I mention atypical PTSD in that I have never used an illegal drug in my life, not even marijuana. A little too much alcohol in the Army and till I was about 25, but it never involved work or legal problems.
The dividing line in Nam was TET. I was pre TET when we still thought we were going to win the war. After TET, the men were demoralized. The real factor is we should have learned from Nam that as with the current war it is not PTSD from events in Iraq that are as much a problem as the realization of events after. Wars are simply a waste of lives and the effects last a lifetime or generations after. I mention I am also 61 years old. I was in Viet Nam from October 1966 to November 1967 in USASTRATCOM, 1st Signal Brigade, Long Lines Battalion, HQ Company,. I was in and around Saigon, Pleiku and Hue on a two man ground survelliance radar team. While the Army didn't have snipers, this was very similar. But the equipment was such as to save me from being put in too much danger. They would blow me and the radar up rather than risk it being captured. I was 19 years old on entry to Viet Nam. But the way I split the name, Viet means South. Nam was the actual country. The enemy was the Viet Mihn or Patriot Namese. Sometime after TET the two words got intermingled into Vietnam. Others cringe when I refer to Viet Nam as being the happiest time in my life. I enjoyed it, though there were a few moments of terror. Most of it was like a tropical vacation in an overly hot and humid country with lots of activity in depopulating and destroying some beautiful rain forest and other flora and fauna. Any Nam Vets want, e-mail or PM me. I got to witness two rescues of troopers from double click land mines. It ain't like in the movies. They use an entirely different technique. Then there were a few stories about the snakes and the poor security in obtaining some of the house girls. All of which these stories have some humor in them. (Oh that radar. They rather have it intact than destroy it. It was worth a couple million. So, I got fantastic air support if I so much as saw three rice farmers toting their AK47 or RPGs through the jungle. Only if I were about to be overrun did I fear the consequences. And the closest it came there was 14 T38 tanks at 1-3/4 miles. They never knew I was out there and had called in an air strike. Three waves of F4 or A4's took care of that. I never was informed which of the planes did the attacks. But assume it was F4 as they took off from two land bases and A4's were never seen except for carriers. Last edited by FerretGuy5; Jan 23, 2009 at 03:30 PM. |
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TET was my baptism into Army nursing...
I'm glad your experience there was fun time for you. So your PTSD is not combat related? Jme, but the events I witnessed sent me into robot mode in order to function. Not all of us had addiction problems during our service there...we were too busy doing other things.
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In Viet Nam I say I was never really in combat. I did my work at a distance. But it wrapped up when I was shot by friendly fire from a dim wit myopic Special Forces from a helicopter. I got shot through the right lung. I dearly wanted to return the favor but could not raise my right arm to do so. My role in the field, I was not really in much danger. I had expensive equipment protecting me. It's not like I was taking hikes through the jungle. I worked at a rocket factory after. A couple mishaps there really gave me PTSD. I don't want to get graphic. But solid propellant rocket fuel, like C4, cannot be extinguished. So you look on hopelessly while things happen. My biggest threat in Nam was actually the snakes. I had plenty of run ins with cobras and slinkies. I may have drank a bit too much in Nam but not addicted then or after. On the quizzes I score zeros for addictions. I never even tries marijuana though I was exposed to plenty of it. Last edited by FerretGuy5; Jan 24, 2009 at 12:09 PM. |
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Re the rocket factory mishaps...
Many of our wounded were crispy critters. Macabre words to push away the gruesome sights and sounds that stay with you. There were some that begged to be put out of their pain, especially the ones with severe burns to their lower extremities...they did not want to go home in that condition. We also had our fair share of wounded from a jet jockey over-shooting his mark. The dead of course didn't know; those they did were royally POd, and that is using polite words. There was more of that than the public was told, and it was years before it was common knowledge that you had to get permission to return fire--while in a friendly area. The name of one of my younger brothers is on the Wall. The other died of brain cancer associated with exposure to Agent Orange. My last nursing sister crossed over a bit over a year ago... One of my buddies committed suicide over the holidays. It just keeps giving and giving. Cap
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