[jai-jai]

Hi,

I'm really struggling tonight with a lot of things. I am under a lot of stress right now, but my PTSD has been on fire tonight. Feeling triggered by everything. My new T has said she thinks I have c-ptsd.

This feels more in depth than I ever thought it would. I've been dissociating less, due to my taking of new meds (AP) which seems to be working great, I'm happy about that.

But my feelings over abandonment are growing strong, I feel low energy, depressed and afraid that everyone around me is going to leave me.

I really want to talk to someone, but everyones asleep. I am struggling to sleep tonight, which doesn't help. I fear my dreams .
I've been working on some of my skills, but tonight their not doing the trick. Feeling alone, feeling afraid. Feeling triggered.

[Yaowen]

I am so very sorry. It is just awful when one is suffering and wants to talk to someone and everyone is asleep. I wish I knew how to help and hope you will be okay.

[Fuzzybear]