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At the beginning of the decade I attended a service that specialised in helping people who were victims of sexual assault. I went there for many years telling the therapist of flashbacks I started having related to childhood sexual abuse.
Oneday I rang this therapist for support and told him I'm still having flashbacks, he replied by saying, 'you're creating memories!' I felt shocked and totally invalidated, more so since I had confided in him about very detailed sexual-related flashbacks. Later I saw his colleague who questioned the validity of my flashbacks and often looked at me with a critical/doubtful facial expression when I told her my truth about my childhood. I left that service re-traumatised and will never go back there again. Totally disgusted because these are the last people you would expect NOT to believe a survivor's story! PH |
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I'm so sorry for everyone here. You all deserve so much better.
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My ex boyfriend told me that nobody could possibly love me or want to be with me. Anytime I mentioned friends, he acted as if he was shocked and made fun of me.
Once he thought I made them up, because he couldn't believe anyone actually wanting to be my friend. It made me feel low about myself. He did this so often that I began having low self esteem because he would always put me down and tell me that nobody can deal with me and how crazy I was.... when in fact he was being abusive towards me. When I cried about it, he would get mad at me and threatened to break up with me because I was being emotional and nuts. So I ended up crying once I got home, because he would get angry at me if I showed any type of emotion.... |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
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Around 2010 my neighbour said she was going to drive me out of the neighbourhood,her husband found out I suffered with mental illness,he told me,'we don,'t want people like you in the world with us!'It made me feel like a worthless person.
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Hugs Marylin
Some people are very ignorant and unfortunately mental illness is still stigmatised. It was almost like you were treated like you had leprosy as though they were afraid your mental illness could be contagious. Anyway I hope you don't have an encounter like that again, Merry Christmas. PH |
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“We aren’t really talking. But, in the future, if you ask me a question that directly impacts your plans, I’ll probably answer.”
__________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
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“You’re a ****ing fat *** big eyed *****”
“If you had a brain you’d be dangerous!” “I’m only nice to you because I have to be!” All my life I heard stuff like this until I left my childhood home at this 17 __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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(((((((halliebeth87)))))))
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"Can't you just try to be more like....xyz"
"It was so hard and painful for me that you were there at my birthday, it had been so much easier for me if you weren't" "Do you like pain?!" (with disgust in her voice) All from my mother __________________ "Little girls don't stay little forever. They turn into strong women that return to destroy your world." ~Kyle Stephens
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Grand Magnate
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The worst thing someone ever told me,I was mentally ill and in distress,I told my sister I was going to kill myself by throwing myself in front of a car.She told me,'you had better do it this time,don't get yourself picked up by police and taken to hospital and end up back with me cos you know how that always ends up!'.That is what she said,to go ahead and kill myself and make sure I do it cos ending back there with her means she would always make me ill and suicidal and abused until I am so desperate that I attempt to kill myself.Nice sister,eh?
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"Not even your real mother wanted you. She knew you would be disgusting and evil." -all through my childhood
"If you tell anyone [about the sexual abuse] you will get sent back to the place they keep the children nobody wants." -age 3 Both by my abusive adoptive father. |
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#12
Get over it: Friends, family told me this so many times
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my 1st day back to work after my husband had died i was saying something about the step kids and my boss says to me "those arent your kids anymore. their father is dead. they are nothing to you."
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** ** ** My dad told me the following... ** ** "Your soul may belong to Jesus, but your *** belongs to me!" ** ** ** ** ** |
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When I was 19, my mother told me that I lead men on without realizing it.
Wtf? To this day I still don't understand what she meant. __________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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After being considered, I was told that I'm no Dorothy … was looked over as a munchkin extra and recasted into the Lolipop guild because I could tap dance. I would have much rather been part of the lullaby league but there weren't any males/boys who could step up to the plate.
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#17
Some nasty bloke told me I was better off dead,many many years ago when I was emotionally distressed and suicidal.
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#18
“What’s wrong with you, do you have brain damage?”
“Are you lazy or stupid?” (Both statements from former boss, and these statements were said to me when I was in the process of working full time and completing a master’s degree). Also said to me, “if I was you, I’d be angry right now.” (I’m someone that shuts down unfortunately when someone is chewing me out, well especially, if that someone is my boss). (Now I did write down most of these nasty remarks and reported it to her supervisor). |
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#19
People who make verbally abusive remarks have problems and it says nothing about you....and everything about THEM.
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Grand Magnate
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#20
They said today uK is going remain in lockdown until September!Horrible thing to say let alone actually mean it!
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