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Default Oct 21, 2018 at 01:08 AM
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"I never want to see you again"- my Mom
"Cant you just be normal"-my sister
"Dont leave your parents, you'll hurt them"-peacemakers
"Depression is just a lack of trust in God"-teacher

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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 04:44 AM
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You're lazy.
Just get over it.
You're weird for having a panic attack, it's just in your head. - my "best friend"

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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 09:46 AM
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EAT!, you son of a ***** kid! You look like you just came out of Auschewitz!
You have a nose like Carl Malden!
It for the best he died, he was very sick.
I had you in order to stay married to your father, to keep him around.
You’re a *****. You were born a *****.
I’m not as attracted to you while pregnant than before you were pregnant.
I don’t want THAT!
Your son’s the bottom of the barrel.
You might as well take him back, you are miserable with or without him.
I don’t care about anything but what’s best for me.
You never were going to be happy with anybody.

But what I’ve said to myself is by far much worse, too bad to write here.
And worse than what they said is what they didn’t say and what they did.

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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 11:32 PM
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EAT!, you son of a ***** kid! You look like you just came out of Auschewitz!
You have a nose like Carl Malden!
It for the best he died, he was very sick.
I had you in order to stay married to your father, to keep him around.
You’re a *****. You were born a *****.
I’m not as attracted to you while pregnant than before you were pregnant.
I don’t want THAT!
Your son’s the bottom of the barrel.
You might as well take him back, you are miserable with or without him.
I don’t care about anything but what’s best for me.
You never were going to be happy with anybody.

But what I’ve said to myself is by far much worse, too bad to write here.
And worse than what they said is what they didn’t say and what they did.
gosh that sounds real tough. I gotta say your brave

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Default Oct 23, 2018 at 06:49 AM
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gosh that sounds real tough. I gotta say your brave
Thanks! I am brave. I have to be brave for myself. No one else is going to be strong for me and protect me. They never did. They still don’t. We all have to be our own heroes!

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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 02:40 PM
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"why can't you just die on the ward, make it easier for me"- mom

" clearly you're possessed by demons, and I can't trust a word you say"- mom

" you deserve all the trauma you get", some random lady who I knew at one point in my life

" abuse isn't trauma," my friend laura

" does trauma make you feel good and it easier to cope?" a girl called amy
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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 11:34 PM
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"why can't you just die on the ward, make it easier for me"- mom

" clearly you're possessed by demons, and I can't trust a word you say"- mom

" you deserve all the trauma you get", some random lady who I knew at one point in my life

" abuse isn't trauma," my friend laura

" does trauma make you feel good and it easier to cope?" a girl called amy
ha! some people are so clueless!

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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 02:40 PM
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" well if you want to go to london to kill yourself, just do it and stop coming to my office", a therapist I saw a few years ago
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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 02:41 PM
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" your grandmother won't want you at her funeral"- mom

" you are not welcome in this family"- mom
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" well if you want to go to london to kill yourself, just do it and stop coming to my office", a therapist I saw a few years ago
What? Oh my god. I have no words. Horrible that therapist said that.
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“You’re a freak. And shut up.” -Bully from school.
“You sound like the devil.”-Another school bully.
“Don’t just stand there like a mute!” -my dad.

Trigger“If your car breaks down, make sure you have a gun, better to shoot yourself quicker then freezing to death.“- My dad joking though.

Trigger “I bet you must want to **** your brother then?”-my brother’s girlfriend.

“You all of a sudden popping up and offering condolences is kinda insulting.” - My ex boyfriend’s ex girlfriend, after his mom passed, he and I were broke up before.
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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 03:21 PM
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"You are nothing. You're just a parasite living off of us." - father
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Default Oct 22, 2018 at 11:50 PM
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You don’t want to know. Ok “do you have brain damage?” “Are you lazy or just stupid?” To which I was thinking rather choice words for the person who said that to me. Turns out I have a mild learning disorder and have a masters degree and almost 2 masters degrees in science related fields. My neuropsychology test showed definite strengths and weaknesses to include decreased visual memory and strong auditory memory.
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Default Oct 23, 2018 at 12:03 AM
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You don’t want to know. Ok “do you have brain damage?” “Are you lazy or just stupid?” To which I was thinking rather choice words for the person who said that to me. Turns out I have a mild learning disorder and have a masters degree and almost 2 masters degrees in science related fields. My neuropsychology test showed definite strengths and weaknesses to include decreased visual memory and strong auditory memory.
2 masters degrees. wow!

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Default Oct 26, 2018 at 04:33 AM
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That's terrible. im so sorry


thanks for your words

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Default Dec 07, 2018 at 04:47 PM
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That's terrible. im so sorry
Unbelievable. I must say I'm glad she didn't, Ms. Vortex.
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I'm glad she didn't or we wouldn't have a great community liaison.


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