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"I never want to see you again"- my Mom
"Cant you just be normal"-my sister "Dont leave your parents, you'll hurt them"-peacemakers "Depression is just a lack of trust in God"-teacher
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rebeka |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, Fuzzybear, KYWoman, may24, sadveiledbride, seeker33, Yzen, zapatoes
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RoxanneToto
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#2
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You're lazy.
Just get over it. You're weird for having a panic attack, it's just in your head. - my "best friend"
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Complex trauma Highly sensitive person I love nature, simplicity and minimalism |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, rebeka, RoxanneToto, sadveiledbride, zapatoes
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#3
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EAT!, you son of a ***** kid! You look like you just came out of Auschewitz!
You have a nose like Carl Malden! It for the best he died, he was very sick. I had you in order to stay married to your father, to keep him around. You’re a *****. You were born a *****. I’m not as attracted to you while pregnant than before you were pregnant. I don’t want THAT! Your son’s the bottom of the barrel. You might as well take him back, you are miserable with or without him. I don’t care about anything but what’s best for me. You never were going to be happy with anybody. But what I’ve said to myself is by far much worse, too bad to write here. And worse than what they said is what they didn’t say and what they did.
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"And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, it'sgrowtime, KYWoman, LifelongLoner, RoxanneToto, sadveiledbride, seeker33, zapatoes
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#4
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"why can't you just die on the ward, make it easier for me"- mom
" clearly you're possessed by demons, and I can't trust a word you say"- mom " you deserve all the trauma you get", some random lady who I knew at one point in my life " abuse isn't trauma," my friend laura " does trauma make you feel good and it easier to cope?" a girl called amy |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, LifelongLoner, may24, rebeka, RoxanneToto, sadveiledbride, zapatoes
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" well if you want to go to london to kill yourself, just do it and stop coming to my office", a therapist I saw a few years ago
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88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, may24, sadveiledbride, zapatoes
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#6
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" your grandmother won't want you at her funeral"- mom
" you are not welcome in this family"- mom |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, sadveiledbride, zapatoes
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"You are nothing. You're just a parasite living off of us." - father
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88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, may24, sadveiledbride, zapatoes
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rebeka |
88Butterfly88, KYWoman
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Alatea
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rebeka |
88Butterfly88
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Alatea, RoxanneToto
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You don’t want to know. Ok “do you have brain damage?” “Are you lazy or just stupid?” To which I was thinking rather choice words for the person who said that to me. Turns out I have a mild learning disorder and have a masters degree and almost 2 masters degrees in science related fields. My neuropsychology test showed definite strengths and weaknesses to include decreased visual memory and strong auditory memory.
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88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, may24, RoxanneToto
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rebeka |
Alatea, zapatoes
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Thanks! I am brave. I have to be brave for myself. No one else is going to be strong for me and protect me. They never did. They still don’t. We all have to be our own heroes!
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"And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
88Butterfly88, Alatea
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Alatea, KYWoman, pachyderm, RoxanneToto, TrailRunner14
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Alatea, BettysGranddaughter, Bill3, KD1980, KYWoman, Open Eyes, rebeka, RoxanneToto, seeker33, zapatoes
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Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, RoxanneToto, seeker33, TrailRunner14
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#14
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She just eats, sleeps, and watches t.v. (said about me)
I know why you're wearing that pig shirt...because that's you! (followed by laughter) Living situation has nothing to do with it! |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, Open Eyes, zapatoes
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I was told once that
" your mother had good reason for abusing you" honestly made it seem like I deserved it |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, cptsdwhoa, KYWoman, rebeka, RoxanneToto, zapatoes
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" I thought for sure Deejay would tell on me" said my abuser to his,wife and she told me that. Why would she tell me that...nothing but more pain.
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True happiness comes not when we get rid of all our problems, but when we change our relationship to them, when we see our problems as a potential source of awakening, opportunities to practice patience and learn.~Richard Carlson |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, cptsdwhoa, KYWoman, zapatoes
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#17
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who on earth is Carl Malden
I have never heard of him |
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88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KD1980, rebeka, RoxanneToto
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An old actor
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"And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
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***. TRIGGER WARNING ***
He was drunk. He wouldn’t remember. I didn’t think it (you) mattered. - mom
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning |
88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, RoxanneToto
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#21
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rebeka |
Anonymous32451, katydid777, KD1980
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Alatea
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thanks for your words yes it is horrible.. |
Alatea, Bill3, katydid777, KYWoman
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#23
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I'm glad she didn't or we wouldn't have a great community liaison.
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Alatea, Anonymous32451, katydid777, KD1980
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Bill3, RoxanneToto, TishaBuv
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#24
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I resent the day you were born. My mother said this to me at 13 years old, and I will never forget it. She meant every word. I was the only one out of 6 kids that was left out of my parent's will, and humiliated when I was allowed to read the will, by one of my siblings 3 years after my mother passed.
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12AM, 88Butterfly88, Alatea, Bill3, KYWoman, may24, Open Eyes, RoxanneToto
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#25
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"You're just dwelling in your diagnosis and I can't believe you are doing this to yourself."
Mother "You shouldn't have moved back here (here being the city of my birth after fleeing a stalker in another state)." Sister "You just need to stop thinking about that stuff." Friends and family members |
Alatea, Bill3, katydid777, may24, Open Eyes
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rebeka
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