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Old Oct 21, 2018, 01:08 AM
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 04:44 AM
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You're weird for having a panic attack, it's just in your head. - my "best friend"
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 09:46 AM
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EAT!, you son of a ***** kid! You look like you just came out of Auschewitz!
You have a nose like Carl Malden!
It for the best he died, he was very sick.
I had you in order to stay married to your father, to keep him around.
You’re a *****. You were born a *****.
I’m not as attracted to you while pregnant than before you were pregnant.
I don’t want THAT!
Your son’s the bottom of the barrel.
You might as well take him back, you are miserable with or without him.
I don’t care about anything but what’s best for me.
You never were going to be happy with anybody.

But what I’ve said to myself is by far much worse, too bad to write here.
And worse than what they said is what they didn’t say and what they did.
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 02:40 PM
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"why can't you just die on the ward, make it easier for me"- mom

" clearly you're possessed by demons, and I can't trust a word you say"- mom

" you deserve all the trauma you get", some random lady who I knew at one point in my life

" abuse isn't trauma," my friend laura

" does trauma make you feel good and it easier to cope?" a girl called amy
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 02:40 PM
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" well if you want to go to london to kill yourself, just do it and stop coming to my office", a therapist I saw a few years ago
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 02:41 PM
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" your grandmother won't want you at her funeral"- mom

" you are not welcome in this family"- mom
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 03:21 PM
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 11:32 PM
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EAT!, you son of a ***** kid! You look like you just came out of Auschewitz!
You have a nose like Carl Malden!
It for the best he died, he was very sick.
I had you in order to stay married to your father, to keep him around.
You’re a *****. You were born a *****.
I’m not as attracted to you while pregnant than before you were pregnant.
I don’t want THAT!
Your son’s the bottom of the barrel.
You might as well take him back, you are miserable with or without him.
I don’t care about anything but what’s best for me.
You never were going to be happy with anybody.

But what I’ve said to myself is by far much worse, too bad to write here.
And worse than what they said is what they didn’t say and what they did.
gosh that sounds real tough. I gotta say your brave
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 11:34 PM
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"why can't you just die on the ward, make it easier for me"- mom

" clearly you're possessed by demons, and I can't trust a word you say"- mom

" you deserve all the trauma you get", some random lady who I knew at one point in my life

" abuse isn't trauma," my friend laura

" does trauma make you feel good and it easier to cope?" a girl called amy
ha! some people are so clueless!
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Old Oct 22, 2018, 11:50 PM
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You don’t want to know. Ok “do you have brain damage?” “Are you lazy or just stupid?” To which I was thinking rather choice words for the person who said that to me. Turns out I have a mild learning disorder and have a masters degree and almost 2 masters degrees in science related fields. My neuropsychology test showed definite strengths and weaknesses to include decreased visual memory and strong auditory memory.
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 12:03 AM
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You don’t want to know. Ok “do you have brain damage?” “Are you lazy or just stupid?” To which I was thinking rather choice words for the person who said that to me. Turns out I have a mild learning disorder and have a masters degree and almost 2 masters degrees in science related fields. My neuropsychology test showed definite strengths and weaknesses to include decreased visual memory and strong auditory memory.
2 masters degrees. wow!
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 06:49 AM
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gosh that sounds real tough. I gotta say your brave
Thanks! I am brave. I have to be brave for myself. No one else is going to be strong for me and protect me. They never did. They still don’t. We all have to be our own heroes!
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 07:51 AM
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 01:07 PM
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She just eats, sleeps, and watches t.v. (said about me)

I know why you're wearing that pig shirt...because that's you! (followed by laughter)

Living situation has nothing to do with it!
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 02:01 PM
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I was told once that

" your mother had good reason for abusing you"

honestly made it seem like I deserved it
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Old Oct 23, 2018, 08:07 PM
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" I thought for sure Deejay would tell on me" said my abuser to his,wife and she told me that. Why would she tell me that...nothing but more pain.
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Old Oct 25, 2018, 02:57 PM
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who on earth is Carl Malden

I have never heard of him
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Old Oct 25, 2018, 02:58 PM
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Old Oct 25, 2018, 03:05 PM
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who on earth is Carl Malden

I have never heard of him
An old actor
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Old Oct 25, 2018, 04:10 PM
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***. TRIGGER WARNING ***

He was drunk.

He wouldn’t remember.

I didn’t think it (you) mattered.

- mom
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Old Oct 25, 2018, 10:13 PM
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That's terrible. im so sorry
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Old Oct 26, 2018, 04:33 AM
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That's terrible. im so sorry


thanks for your words

yes it is horrible..
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Old Oct 26, 2018, 06:33 AM
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Old Oct 26, 2018, 10:11 PM
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I resent the day you were born. My mother said this to me at 13 years old, and I will never forget it. She meant every word. I was the only one out of 6 kids that was left out of my parent's will, and humiliated when I was allowed to read the will, by one of my siblings 3 years after my mother passed.
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Old Oct 27, 2018, 10:42 AM
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"You're just dwelling in your diagnosis and I can't believe you are doing this to yourself."
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"You shouldn't have moved back here (here being the city of my birth after fleeing a stalker in another state)." Sister

"You just need to stop thinking about that stuff." Friends and family members
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