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Default Aug 11, 2024 at 02:10 PM
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 02:26 AM
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Morning. Worked a bit. Though I solved the biggest bug of the app, I'm still encountering another bug where I've duplicate state being created at different locations in the memory and for the love of the Universe I cannot think of why it happens. I have a suspicion but it shouldn't really be happening as I'm starting clean slate every single time so the data should be refreshed and not maintained in memory. For some reason, somewhere it creates extra data when it shouldn't (and I've the checks for it not to do it). 1 hour and a ˝ wasn't enough to further debug why this happens. Will need to spend more time. It's a very elusive issue. Maybe tomorrow morning I'll spend an hour on it and see if I can resolve it.

Now, relax time for about an hour before I start my day with the usual decaf small Americano with cold oat milk and a plain croissant 🥐 and then work.
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 02:58 AM
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Today's randomactsofkindness.org prompt: "Take a deep breath. Try again. —Brooke"

So timely as I'm struggling to fix the duplicates bug! 😄🙏🏻
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 08:51 AM
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At the cafe. I left two hours early. Felt down. I think it's the heat. Can't bare it. Managed to fix the duplicate bug. It is still unclear why my code changes fixed it so I asked a question to the library maintainers. Although, I expect their answer to be no. Strange. Very strange. Though, it works. No more duplicates.

Read arXiv papers. Now I'm going to drink my smoothie. It's a mix to energise oneself. Let's see if it works.

Other than that, going to relax.
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 09:17 AM
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Attempted to tackle a bug I thought is easy to fix, though it proves more difficult than expected. No biggie, it's low in priority. That's as much energy I had.

Then, I went to recycle my super smoothie plastic bottle. The machine was broken. 😄

Will use another one closer to the shelter.

And now, truly relax.
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 10:33 AM
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At the table where I'm sitting, I found a coke bottle leftover from previous user. I took it and emptied it. Will recycle it to get 15c. 😂😅😁👍🏻
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 10:42 AM
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I don't know why I'm angry/feeling flustered. Should've been content with the fact that I got that annoying bug fixed and merged in today.
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 10:54 AM
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I'd have liked to eat some Chana Masala or Indian food, in general. Something like what I ate during holiday, in the park. Alas, I'm broke and can't afford. 😔
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With recycling bottles found from others, I guess I've become more German. 😂😄🤦🏻*♂️😅😁👍🏻
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 11:32 AM
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I think the C-PTSD got the best of me today.

In any case, recycled and with a previous coupon that I'd I payed only 1.50 bucks out of 1.95 for the tooth paste I bought. Good enough!
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Default Aug 12, 2024 at 11:56 AM
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At the shelter. My shoes smell so bad that I had to put them inside the cabinet. Yet to receive the email that my new shoes have been dispatched. Once again, fingers crossed they're the right size.
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Some good uploads today. Offsets my feeling under the weather moment today.
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Seems I'm not the only one who had a bad day.

Also, they're probably planning to have a baby now. So, time to unsubscribe.
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After spending 2 years in therapy, doing neurofeedback, yoga for trauma and so much more and getting tetraumatized I'm done with trust. I'm only interested in staying on my disability benefits. Which are due to expire in about 8 years. That's when I'll go to somatic experiencing to, hopefully, get, on paper, a diagnosis of C-PTSD. It's in ICD-11 so they've absolutely NO excuse for not writing it. But, alas, the country I live in is a bit more special than the other European countries. Though, I'll make it clear from even before attending therapy with the therapist: no official C-PTSD diagnosis, you're not getting a client.
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Myeah. Nothing much to see on YouTube. Have to buy socks today.
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