On the war in Ukraine

I am very resentful today.

Our country has got it's independence so recently, I understand. But we've given up our nuclear arsenal in exchange for protection (Budapest Memorandum). And where is it now? Nuclear failed state "russia" claimed Soviet Union's place in UN (which is useless whiners organisation - it's better called Useless Nations, a part of this "organization" even outright sponsored terrorists in Gaza!).
And every other signing nation abandoned us. This "help" in not helping, it is making money on our blood. Do US citizens really spend money on us? Hell no! We get outdated and discarded equipment with quantities barely enough to keep fighting and bleeding. Soon we will have no one left here. Our economy is completely ruined and goes on only on loans. LOANS! To the country you swore in writing to protect! This equipment we get - it is not US citizen's money. It's old stocks made for fighting USSR! Those old citizens of the past paid for this equipment to ensure THEIR OWN safety. And now it is discarded and requires more money to utilize, recycle it. Or it could be sent to Ukraine (which is somehow not preferred to costly recycling).

I understand the fear of WW3 or nuclear war. But hell, won't it happen if russia is not stopped? You promote impunity for war criminals. Soon you'll have China on your own throat and will bleed and die yourself. And your children will die, because of your lack of action. It's so comforting thinking someone else will take care for everything. Oh yeah, definitely.
I know you live in safe and civilized societies. It's hard to understand what's happening here. But it is so clear here! Why don't you hear? Maniac and rapist is killing us. It's not war. russia is weak, extremely weak. It's not the conquest - it's the erasing, the extermination of people. They have no power to fight our soldiers, so they bomb and kill civilians, erase cities, not capture them. There is nothing left of the cities to capture after bombing.
And everything that is happening is because the weakness of russia, not strength. (lili)putin is a common bully, just that. He is not madmen, just common petty bully. He is afraid for his life like no one else on this planet! He is stupid, he is weak, he is sick, both physically and mentally. And he is old.

I understand, that we have gone not that far from Soviet Union with our own Ukrainian society. But we try, we struggle, we keep learning and changing. And in russia reaction won. After almost a hundred years of negative selection and promotion of worst people (Soviet Union), they had only ~5 years of relative freedom. And then they got into hatred propaganda spiral they are living now. We are so different! We have problems, but we try to solve them, with little help of anyone else (because Western countries prefer to make money out of here, than to help). And russia is further degrading.

Why is it so freaking hard for powerful nations to do what they have promised? Don't fight for us, if that is what you want. But help! How come, small weak countries like Latvia, Lithuania and Estonia has given us more than they can spare, and freaking gluttonous US is barely giving us any obsolete equipment. And even then prohibits it's full use against russia!

We starve, we freeze, we bleed, we die. And world is just making money on this war.
You'll burn in nuclear hell for this.