[Mordecaii]

Im not sure where to post this, and i've never told anyone this before..
and i feel like i need to get it off my chest . I had a dream, where i was in this house . the colors where yellowish-brown . and no one was home .. i went to get in the shower . but i was nervoous. because my uncle came in he was drinking. i got out of the shower. wrapped in a towel and i went into the room to get clothes. and he started coming at me . and i screamed because i saw the look in his eyes. i was terrified . but i woke up, i woke up crying. because i'm so afraid of him .

maybe a year or two ago . i was staying the night at his and my aunts house. my brother me my auntie amy and my uncle all slept in the same bed.. and it wasn't a big deal . he was like my father figure. so no one thought.or even thinks anything of it . while i was asleep he touched me . it woke me up . i turned over like nothing happen and my aunt amy woke up , she was making a bed on the floor , i asked if i could sleep there , so i slept on the floor.. and i've avoided him since, nobody knows. and i feel like i can't tell anyone.

some days it doesn't matter and some days it drives me crazy .

[lynn P.]

((Mordecaii)) - I'm so sorry this happened and its good not to keep this inside any longer. Yes its completely shocking when a family member or someone we know and TRUST violates and takes advantage of that precious family trust. You were so smart in asking to sleep on the floor and avoiding him now.

When I was 13 my BIL tried to touch me and I've told this story many times here - I got away luckily. I was very mad but so afraid to tell anyone and I regret not telling. If I had it to do over ...I would tell. I eventually told my brother when I was 25. If I were you, I would think about telling - abuser rely on secrecy. I don't believe is keeping bad secrets. This is a bad man and he's not a good uncle.

[Mordecaii]

Originally Posted by lynn P.

((Mordecaii)) - I'm so sorry this happened and its good not to keep this inside any longer. Yes its completely shocking when a family member or someone we know and TRUST violates and takes advantage of that precious family trust. You were so smart in asking to sleep on the floor and avoiding him now.

When I was 13 my BIL tried to touch me and I've told this story many times here - I got away luckily. I was very mad but so afraid to tell anyone and I regret not telling. If I had it to do over ...I would tell. I eventually told my brother when I was 25. If I were you, I would think about telling - abuser rely on secrecy. I don't believe is keeping bad secrets. This is a bad man and he's not a good uncle.

i was thinking about telling my brother.. but i'm not sure.. thankyou

[DreamerInState]

tell someone i had to endure five years of those things from my own stepfather and i remember barely any of it but i know it was painful enough to lock it in my head and.....just tell someone anyone that can make it stop before it gets any worse, you have my best wishes and i hope he doesnt do it again AT ALL

[roads]

So, so sorry. But the fact that you woke up when/how you did in the dream is good!

Would you be able to talk about it with your aunt? Just to revisit the event and find out whether she was aware he had touched you, if nothing else, maybe why she was making the bed?

[brighteyes46]

This is brighteyes46 and I too have secrets. I feel a need sometimes to get them out and let the world know what happened to me. I know where your coming from and I understand how horrific and detrimental secrets can be they can be crippling and scary.