[SmackytheFrog]

Okay...so I went with some family to Cuba for a week (which was great, don't get me wrong lol) and I tried to contact my boyfriend several times while there with no success of us both being online at the same time. Which bummed me out - a lot. On top of that I'd been feeling a lot of anxiety...like I was expecting something. I was getting nightmares and just feeling super uneasy.

When I got back tonight I find these message in my inbox...my thoughts will be outlined in purple...

Two Major problems. What? ****. ************.

One, Remember when Mercy told you Jesse was missing? Well good news he was found... Bad news is he's in the Hospital with a collapsed lung and several puncture wounds to various areas on his body. Apparently they don't expect him to live much longer then a week or two at most. Thats being optimistic. I feel extremely sorry for Mercy. I don't know her very well, but she's a good friend of my boyfriend's and she's never come across as rude to me or anything. I don't believe the world is made of unicorns and rainbows, but that this could happen is shocking. Why did it happen? Who would do something like this? Is my boyfriend going to do something stupid and reckless that I'll have to kick his arse for?

Two, I apparently have a warrant for my arrest in B.C. The cops here asked my ID and what not cause someone tried to break into the house and they wanted details on who to contact... Why they decided to check my name I don't know. But yeah, my PO from like 3 years ago is accusing me of not finishing my Probational period... which I did so it's bs. Someone broke into the house? Warrant for arrest!?It took them 3 YEARS to locate him when up until a year ago he was living IN BC? WTF.

With all that I have to head to B.C Friday night on the bus for a hearing at the court house in Prince George Wednesday.... I don't know how it's going to turn out but I'm going to fight it cause it's ****ing ********. While I'm there I'm going to be seeing Jesse in the Hospital too. I only have enough to buy a ticket there one-way so once I'm there I'll see about getting someone to lend me the 200 or so to get back... Unless I can convince the PO to pay for it for making me go cross canada for a ******** charge.He might not be able to get back? Do we even have enough for rent? Money was edgy when I left so I'm concerned. What if he has to finish out his probation in BC?They let him fly from BC to Ontario without running his I.D.? What the hell is going on?

Please don't tell my mom, she was heart broken when I was in jail and I don't need her to worry about anything with all the things working out for her. I wont, I wouldn't want him to tell something like that to my dad. Its his personal BS to disclose to his mom.

I'm sorry I won't be around long when you get back I will be coming back though as soon as everything is sorted out. Wait wait, I don't even know if I'll be getting back tomorrow, so now I might not get to see him at all or when I'll see him next. And someone tried to break in and I'm going to be home alone? Panic.

Also, your dumbass dog, okay thats mean, my dumbasss went to sleep on the couch today and the dog got worried so he broke down the fence by the house and got out. WHAT?!!! Three hours later a by-law enforcement guy came and gave me a ticket worth like 300 bucks cause Jasper doesn't have the proper papers. Jasper's ownership papers or the papers that go with his rabies tags? (Fill in: I forgot my dog's collar at my aunts a few weekends ago and ended up borrowing my dad's deceased dog's collar to get him home.)

He then ran my name again, why they keep ****ing doing that I don't know, but he said again that I have a warrant so I told him bout going to B.C tomorrow and said he would see me off at the bus to make sure I'm actually going other wise I'm going to jail here.... What the hell is wrong with the world? Is it out to get me for my past stupidity or something? Apparently they're out to get me too...why'd he have to be such an idiot? I want to kick him right now...

So I'd suggest getting Jasper to your dads before this happens again, your brother is gonna have to look after him until all the papers are sorted out and the ticket is paid. Which I will pay for since it was my fault I feel asleep.Where are we going to get the money? Send my dog to stay with my dad when someone tried to break in?! So stay in the house completely alone?! OMGOMGOMG nononononononono!!!! I have to work all week and I can't stay there alone, I don't feel safe!

So I have this huge bundle of insanity just dropped on me and I don't know what to do and I'm freaking out. Advise?

[Leed]

Hmmm. It seems that you've gotten yourself mixed up with an irresponsible guy. Do you REALLY think they'd be looking for him if he HAD finished his probation? And he should have been more responsible with the dog. It only takes a minute to bring the dog IN. Now you're basically in financial ruin.

Wish I knew what to tell you -- I hope you know someone who can help you out of this money situation -- especially the RENT. You've gotta have a roof over your head. Personally I'd be madder than a wet hen at this jerk. lol I'm SURE he knew he didn't finish probation. They don't usually put warrants out by accident. Best of luck & I'll say some prayers. Hugs, Lee