[pinkestpink]

I have no idea what to do. I am in a rotten job and don't want to go back on sunday to what will be another week in hell. last week was awful, new kid who beats on staff. that results in restraining the kid till it stops... that is like two hours later... i can't handle it. i don't like having to restrain, but i hate being beat on. it makes me so mad. i hate my job, i have hated it since the day i started and hate waking up. i already resigned for the end of the year... end of may, i really don't want to ever go back.

this leads to another delemia, i have no idea what i am going to do job wise after may ends. the uncertainty is killing me. i am just trying to decide. the one i want fill me with so much fear, because it is the unknown. or i can go to my safety net, the one i know will make me misrable, but it will be a steady paycheck. i have no idea what i am doing, i am so depressed, i hope my meds are not pooping out. i am just so done with everything... i am so tired physically and emotionally. i can't go another day not knowing anything...

[Can't Stop Crying]

Take care of yourself! Go for the job you want! Everyone is afraid of the unknown to a certain extent. I would give it a try and see how it works out. Good luck to you!