[Sanada]

. I think i had an emotinal breakdown and never noticed, my inner mood is polar. Is that normal to not notice a breakdown. Has my mind been afected by this experience. memories are jumbeld up, i'm still here, but i'm not here.sanada

[**Angel**]

Hey Sanada,

How are you today? How do you know you had a break down? Where you told by someone? What was happening when you had the break down? Like where you around lodes of people or something? Are you getting cousellling or support from anyone/where?? Who was their when it happened? x

[IceCreamKid]

Hi Sanada. I don't know when you last visited a doctor, but if it has been awhile, please consider going and mention the jumbled memories to the doctor. To answer your question, I think yes, it is possible to become unwell and not to realize it. I was in a situtation where I had to keep going under very trying circumstances and I became quite unwell without really realizing it; for me I don't think that it was that I didn't realize it, especially as it progressed. But it was more I thought I could work my way out of it without having to admit how rotten things were (in my life in general) or without making major changes and possibly disappointing others. Well, my brain had the last laugh and socked me with a depression that made me slow down, say I couldn't continue as things were, and to ask for help. I can't say everything magically became all right then. And not everyone was willing to admit I was serious when I said I needed help -- they were so used to me being superwoman. But I kept saying it and I did find some help and things are getting better. I hope what I have shared helps you or someone else.

[love2drum]

yes, if you can, it is good to seek help from a professional. Maybe it is something physiological? My best advise is to see your doctor....keep us posted, will you?