[beauflow]

so at first i was told i'd have to take two weeks off by the end of september, then i was told oh just five now. I felt ok i guess at work . Did the job. Felt like **** em to be honest sorry.
But i realised that i have 5 days other have to take offsome have 8 days, some were told 3 weeks and one only has to take 2 days off.
I know i know i shouldn't be complaining but the one that only has to take off 2 days is hooked up with a manager so it's like really they're hurting like the rest of us who rely on one self?? And sorry i didn't suck some one's to get more days.
I'm also pissed that i requested a damn note of this temp lay off cuz i'm budgeted and also the doctor i will be seeing is sliding scale and this will effect how many times i am able to see this doctor or thearasist- sorry i told my boss a doctor. Any ways completely ignored i feel like. Like i'm already and other worse than i, with getting screwed over and like a little note to give my bill collectors and **** is all i asked for to help me out just a note, To help when i explain why i had to but the payment in half! Really? How is that acceptable? It's not. I realise my boss is busy but i'm so upset about it. Today or tonight is my first day off then monday idk what to do with myself. That's another thing work is my fill space from myself a lot lol. Atleast my boyfriend has a few days off with me but what will we do lol. I'll try to do some art and other stuff i may go to a temp place a few days too. I put in applications the other night as well, maybe do some more. I just don't like this pit that consumes me all out of no where. Blah. I don't want to be up and down again. I had enough of that in july with me being me,

This has helped a little. Sigh i am going to go to bed take a nap and maybe go to the food bank for the first time it'll help this month and this county is nice in a way for this sort of stuff cuz i don't need to take in my pay stubs just me and something with my address to get food. It'll be ok. I'll try to keep my head up

[shezbut]

((((beauflow))))

Sorry to hear that you're having to take some unpaid time off from work, to keep the company within budget. That does stink. Hopefully, this will be the only time that you are on an unpaid time off.

Very hard times for many people right now. I won't get started in that department, or I'd be boring everyone for hours!! LOL Just try to make the best of your time off. It can't hurt to look for other jobs. Maybe you'll find a great one during this time off. Maybe not ~ just take it one day at a time.

[DePressMe]

I think sometimes bosses/corporations don't consider the fact that workers need to work because we all have bills to pay. I'm sorry you are stuck with 5 days off--I know that will be hard on your budget. It sounds like applying for some other jobs might be a good idea for you. Hang in there.