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Old Apr 11, 2012, 09:45 PM
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Fine i give up!! You Win!! HAPPY now?!?!?!?! I can't believe i thought that if i got help and on the meds again things would be ok and i would be ok but noooooooooooooooooo more like being in HELL!! UGH!!

I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family, I hate family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All mine want to do is destroy me and i have had enough!! I'm at my limit, if not over!! I can't take anymore of this!! I'm losing everyone one by one b/c family think it's funny to spread lies about me or my friends so we will fall out then i'm left with no one!! I hate my life!! I wish this HELL will end!! Why do i bother?!?!?

No one cares....why should they, i'm no one!! I'm no one special!! I'm not even special Ha my username is a massive joke!! I want my other name back!! It was better than this one!! This one is rubbish!! UGH!!!!

Vent over!!
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Old Apr 11, 2012, 10:35 PM
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I can't take anymore of this!!


Then don't.

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No one cares
I care.
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Old Apr 12, 2012, 03:36 AM
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My Dearest Special, Am so, so sorry you are going thru this again.
YOu know I care, you are very special to alot of people, your user name fits you perfectly, it is not rubbish & you are worthy of it.
Please write & we can chat.

Love you loads.
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Old Apr 13, 2012, 03:22 PM
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Thank you both!! I did do Love you loads too!!
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just mad and at my limit!!

Don't get caught up in what could be, instead appreciate what is. Appreciate what you have & who you have, because the future can take it away from you.

iamspecial is thinking....when all else fails....sit back...look at it....then re-think and start again
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Old Apr 13, 2012, 03:30 PM
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((((((((((((special))))))))))

I care and I agree with chaotic your username suits you
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Old Apr 13, 2012, 03:51 PM
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(((iamspecial))) - I'm sorry you're very upset and I don't know the exact details of why. If this is a person/s who's repeatedly bothering you, maybe you need to set some clear boundaries or cut them out of your life. For now take some slow deep calming breaths. Don't let them or anyone take your power away and you also shouldn't join in beating yourself up. I hope things get better.
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Old Apr 13, 2012, 06:01 PM
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Hi Special! I don't know you too well, but I know enough to believe you are special! I'm so sorry you are suffering right now, life can be so painful sometimes. Since I can't take your pain away, please know that I feel great compassion for you and hope it passes soon. Keep fighting! Hope you feel better soon! Peace to you!
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Old Jun 01, 2016, 05:49 PM
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Thank you everyone very much for your comments. Lynn P i took your advice and i no longer have contact with them.....took me ages to really see it wasn't doing me any good but i have loads of people to thank for helping me see it s to all.
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just mad and at my limit!!

Don't get caught up in what could be, instead appreciate what is. Appreciate what you have & who you have, because the future can take it away from you.

iamspecial is thinking....when all else fails....sit back...look at it....then re-think and start again
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