[mccoshe]

I'm sitting hear typing about to cry. But for some reason lately I have been living in away from my friends and most of my family. I talk to some of what I consider my close friends and little things are pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I have been depressed and able to hide it for about a month. I can't take it any more I can't trust my own family to talk about my feelings. I'm thinking of thing I want to do. I can't take take much more. I used to bottle my emotions but I try not to. but right now I sounds good to feel nothing is better than what I'm feeling right now. Please I need advise.

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hi mccoshe... it seems like a really bad time for you right now... depression can get real ugly... keep dropping in a message and talk to your friends, it's really hard, but just must try not to let yourself get sucked deeper into this passive apathetic withdrawn phase

Also, if you are not seeing a therapist, I'd suggest one...
Don't know how i can help you right now, but take care

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