Why is there no mood option for Manifestation of Complete Ineptitude? ...I suppose that is a state of being not a mood, but if its how I feel, the argument could really go either way I would think.

I don't really enjoy that when I express to someone I feel stupid or like an idiot or basically like I just insult people left and right as though it is my sole purpose in life... the standard response is a quick and stale, "you aren't" or "you don't". It just invalidates what I feel.

What I feel may not be the reality- and that's what people address with those responses, the reality of a given situation- but not the actual issues, how I am feeling and what has lead to those feelings.

I know I'm almost certainly being hard on myself because I'm a little stressed and need more sleep. But I still feel kind of... Like I need to grow the hell up, in general.

I was going to maybe put a silly weepy smiley here, but a don't have a yellow perfectly circular head and I didn't want to misrepresent myself.

[ShrinkPatient]

Originally Posted by JosieTheGirl

Why is there no mood option for Manifestation of Complete Ineptitude? ...I suppose that is a state of being not a mood, but if its how I feel, the argument could really go either way I would think.

I don't really enjoy that when I express to someone I feel stupid or like an idiot or basically like I just insult people left and right as though it is my sole purpose in life... the standard response is a quick and stale, "you aren't" or "you don't". It just invalidates what I feel.

What I feel may not be the reality- and that's what people address with those responses, the reality of a given situation- but not the actual issues, how I am feeling and what has lead to those feelings.

I know I'm almost certainly being hard on myself because I'm a little stressed and need more sleep. But I still feel kind of... Like I need to grow the hell up, in general.

I was going to maybe put a silly weepy smiley here, but a don't have a yellow perfectly circular head and I didn't want to misrepresent myself.

I'm smiling because you've been reading my thoughts!!! I know EXACTLY what you mean and your post just allowed me to set outside myself. I'm sorry that doesn't help you BUT you aren't alone.

BIG HUGs

...ew.

And I just went back to sleep for a short while and had a very vivid dream.
It was about my two dogs- one which is alive and lives with my parents and one which is no longer living... they really got along very well.
I miss both of them a lot.

Was that really all that necessary to throw in there, brain?

ETA:

I honestly feel pretty ridiculously sad and lonely, which I don't usually own up to... Though I have before on PC.

Instead of calling it the end of the world, I think I'll just assume I'm tired and it is rainy out and it used to be when I wanted to be close to another warm being my dogs were often around. I was just reminded of what that used to be like... So the lonely and sad.

So... more sleep, I guess.

"Deep Thoughts,by Josie"
Ha.

[Gus1234U]

water blessings, for ease of being~