[dolphinlover8]

So much is happening in my life and I just don't know how much longer I can handle all of it. I feel so lonely. I have no friends because I'm really shy and all the people I did have moved away or got new friends. My parents are divorced and since then my dad is depressed really bad. I'm trying my best to help him. I have to stay strong in order to help him. Not only is my dad depressed but my moms boyfriend now lives with me. I don't really like it. I went over my grandmothers a couple times upset and crying. Ever since that my grandmother doesn't want anything to do with my mom(my grandmother is my moms mom) and my uncle(my moms brother) doesn't want anything to do with my mom either. I feel like I caused it because if I never went to my uncle and grandmother upset about my moms boyfriend living with me they would still get along. My mom has tried to talk to them but they still want nothing to do with my mom and won't ever. Now my dad is depressed,my mom and dad's side of the family don't get along,and my mom doesn't get along with her family. I have problems of my own but I hide it from everyone because I try to help everyone else and I feel really bad about people worrying about my problems. I don't have any support or anyone I can trust. I feel so alone. I have tried to reach out for help but I'm about to give up. No matter what I try I just can't get the help I need. I have no one to vent to. I go to school struggling to make it through the day without crying. There's just too much going on at once and I put my own feelings and problems aside to help my dad and everyone else but I need help myself. I use to have people that I was close to and trusted. That helped a lot but now everyone moved away and I'm left by myself. I need help but I don't know where to turn to anymore. I feel like I have tried everything...

[anna_goth27]

Well of it helps, I am sure there is someone at least here willing to listen and express support. If you need to vent, you can alway pm. I cant take the place of a professional, but a good listening ear is what I offer. *hugs*

Sent from my GT-I9500 using Tapatalk

[SilverNeurotic]

Do you have any teachers you could talk to?

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

[dolphinlover8]

Usually at my school people don't talk to teachers about their life. I have tried the school adjustment counselor but it wasn't what I was looking for. I feel like everyone judges me and I can't trust anyone completely.