[nycgal448]

hi, so this morn my mom wigs out for NO reason at all, on me.
She starts yelling, saying I dont clean the house, I dont shower
everyday, I don't care about my son, that I am a parasite that
only exists and that I am bringing her down. She cont' to say
that she wuz gonna call Dfcs on me and have him taken from me
and then call the cops and have me escorted out. I am at a complete
loss for words, cuz I didn't do or say **** to her, at all! She just doesn't
like me nor support me at all, it's like very few ppl do. I wish I had
somewhere peaceful to go, I mean I calmly asked her to stop, but she
finished it off. Advice , hugz???

[FrayedEnds]

wow nycgal. I'm sorry your mom unloaded on you like that. The fact that it came out of nowhere makes it even worse, I bet. I don't really have advice, but I do have hugs

[allme]

[nycgal448]

Thx for the hugs

[nycgal448]

I am just tired of being treated like ****. She alwayz puts me down
calls me names, makes me feel like a piece of crap. She also happens
to be my main trigger. No SI, not yet, She loves my brother and cares
about him and his feelings. I am not a bad person, at all. She has cont'
to say I have caused her so much grief over the yrs, by ?? idk. She spends
my disability money, on my son of course, but ALWAYZ leaves me w nothing.
She is soo not supportive of my illnesses. Idk, losing faith. i don't care anymore.

[nycgal448]

I have to be out after Jan. No clue.

[too SHy]

get you and your tiny family to a shelter. They have resources to assist you. You will be better off, and instead of critisize , help you get on your feet.

[nycgal448]

She slept all day today; just me and my son.. what a Peaceful day!!!!
I wuz actually content . She did however, get up for a few to take a
moment to yell, then she went back to bed. Her apologies mean
absolutely nothin to me.

[nycgal448]

Shelters are full.