Growing Up and Growing Part

I suppose this is the correct place to put this? Just feeling like ranting with pent up feelings...

Growing up and growing part is a pain isn't it? It's just a common emotional ride everyone has to go though. Though course of growing up you see your friendship start to crumble after a huge fight. You really see what a type of human being your friend is in times of terrible distress. You both continue to hang out then you realize, it hits you. You both don't have anything in common anymore. Once he was closer then my own brother but now all we do is ride listen to music. Go out to eat. No talking at all. Hell I talk and open up to my Co-Workers more then I do my own best friend. How odd is that?...

Then another friend shes off doing her thing. Making her life happen she barley says anything to me anymore. It's funny I was there with her talking to her almost every night and day. Now shes gone. As long as shes happy...I'm happy for her..

Lose one friend, lose all friends lose yourself (From boy meets world. I love this quote)

The biggest heart break in my life happened a year ago. And yet here I am moving on. I put all my emotions and time into being the nice guy for this woman and yet she ends up with someone else. Not sure if I'm the nut job or she is. I don't know how to deal with these emotions. I put so much into someone I felt I loved. When she was here I never had a sexual thought about her. Just thoughts about giving her flowers, dancing to slow music looking into each others eyes. I never felt this way about a woman. For weeks I never had a sex thought. But time heals all wounds I suppose and it also makes another wise to there mistakes.

I'm stuck here in the same state. I feel like there's nothing or no one here. I'll be moving soon. That's what keeping me going my mind set on a new place and a new start.

It seems all I got is memories and lost time.

Hello, JustBryon12345.

How to Get Over a Friendship Growing Apart | eHow

I wish you well.

Thanks this actually helped. Not sure why I didn't look this stuff up my own lazy self. lol