[mulan]

I feel inferior. I am inferior, my life sucks so much.
I am so shy. Why am I so shy? I hate the way I am.

I am different from many people around me. I may say they are better than me on many things. But I don't know how to handle it. How to not feel inferior beside them. They are travelled they know many things about the world which I don't. Other countries other cultures. They have done so much with their life until now. They have many friends which gives them a different knowledge. I don't have nothing to offer these people. And I feel bad for not being able of being their friend and I feel very little. I am already so shy I can't be hanging with these people. But I don't have another choice. It could be good in a way I would be hearing and knowing other things otherwise I wouldn't. But I don't have conversation or self-esteem to talk with them at the same level.

I am very very little. And uninteresting too. I don't like anything at all. They talk about what they want and I don't want nothing.

Life is stupid and everything I wanted was to find a way of becoming a different person.
In class I won't be able to sit in the front seats, cause it makes me so uncomfortable. I hate my life.

[Altered Moment]

Sorry you are struggling Mulan. It is good to see you here again. I don't find you uninteresting. We are all unique and maybe try not comparing yourself to others.