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Poohbah
Member Since Sep 2013
Location: Cincinnati
Posts: 1,091
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I only want freedom. From the confides of this world and the rules we live in, I don't want to be anarchistic, and I don't care what other people believe in. I'm happy for them and let them be, the world can stay the way it is. I only want to be free from the monotony, the realization I'm still dependent on something artificial, what I truly want is to be a mountain man to some people or a castaway.
The fact I'm alone with me working hard everyday to witness beauty of the world now everyday that I feel empowered that I don't like living day to day at a job. I want to be free to make my own decisions, live life to my own standards without the need of money, material things, the petty things everyone worries about. If I had the choice right now to leave america and go to a far away country to learn life as a pupil and have nothing other than the garments on my body to symbolize my simplicity that most people dread having. I'd be more than welcome of that. I can live my life without, phones, computer, everything people have to take for granted. I don't want it and I don't need it, I'm just forced to be dependent on it because I live in a society where that is vital for financial success. I never felt free anywhere, more what people think is normal for them is so imprisoning to me. I feel like the safety is nice, but the ramifications of money and the upkeep to keep it going is so overwhelming. It's a prison sentence to be alive here whether you are in prison or not, except you have the choice to leave here. I hope that does not ever go away and most likely it won't, but one day. I'm leaving the country leaving everything and everyone behind, be alone, a hermit, going mad is the least of my concern, I want spiritual enlightenment. At a young age it's all I want before I die. Everything else has not settle my uncertainty I know people disagree and that this is insane, but it's what in my heart I've truly wanted. |
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Elder
Member Since Sep 2012
Location: Arizona
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Well said.
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