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If karma exists, ive done wrong several lifetimes.
Last edited by Anonymous200200; Jan 17, 2015 at 03:52 PM. Reason: clarity |
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![]() how many times did i say this? how many times did i feel shame over questioning just how HORRIBLE must i have been to deserve the life i have today? OMG!!!!! I havent thought about this in so long....LOL |
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Lol sometimes my dark humor raises its pretty head. Glad you like it (:
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Ha! I used to wonder if I was a brutal dictator in a past life or something.
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Its more apparent than ever that if karma is so I must have been a guillotine in a past life. Hmm or dictator day indeed. Still feel that way Richard?
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I never knew you could let go of people. I grew up with an alcoholic Mom who moved us around the world. If I had tried to let go of her I would have had her rounding up all her poltergeist doubts and fears of not being a good person or mother and had them dumped on my head. I then found a controlling really troubled husband who tracked my every move on one hand and then gave endless love on the other. I had four kids with him. If I let him go I would have had to go to war on an epic scale with him. Instead, I kept saying my truths and eventually they didn't want me in their lives. I am now 50, so it wasn't a good plan. It is a nice thought to keep with me - that you can say "No" to someone, you can let them go. There is a whole world of wonderful people to love.
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I think the trouble is I don't want to let go because that translates to giving up. I hate quitters I guess. I hope you find happiness Curry
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Thanks KaraD
I have moments of happiness. Then, I have the challenge of finding new people to love; a long journey with me being the fool. |
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I'm always the fool as well Curry. But then again, I feel I set myself up for disappointment. This too shall pass yes?
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I used to tell my mom all the time that I must have been Jack the Ripper or someone equally despicable in one of my past lives. As long as I wasn't a certain German dictator, I'm cool with this.
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Lol Yeah im pretty sure I've had 3 lifetimes being Hitler just because I'm getting just desserts in this life
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Funny... I've been thinking along these lines too. Whatever I did do I'm paying for it now; or maybe I had it so good and need to experience some pain to balance it out a little.
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Sorry Greenmoss. I know how it feels.
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