[cookiexoxo]

HEY!
yeah sorry that was random... So i feel like different from everyone around me... Idk why... But I'm too scared to confess(just in case there's nothing wrong with me) yeah. So for the past two years i had been feeling really sad depressed basically just like a loser. Yes...I had tried killing myself once but I'm still here and i have to confess... i had cut myself before.
But i had confessed to one of me (ex)best friend yeah she left me after that... But after i confessed i didnt know what happened i just felt alive again it's like i went to another universe Now these days I refrain from cutting myself.BUT idk its like i have MAJOR moodswings a second im on cloud nine then the next i feel like the old days depressed... i would like try to injure myself to relieve pain like pinching myself etc. WHATS HAPPENING TO ME?!?

and yes i posted this before fyi i have like no doctor or T yeah... Do you think I'm depressed bipolar or what? ._. HELPPPP

[kaliope]

from what you have posted it would certainly indicate that you have a problem with mood stability. what you are talking about is common to many of us on this site but not exactly healthy. starting with a t would be the best course of action. an evaluation is in order to determine what is really going on. take care.