[passionfruit3]

I overdosed about a week ago on an antibiotic. Instead of.going to.the mental hospital I went to a.crisis home.it was.nice there and I felt relaxed at.first I loved.writing poetry and painting then the new.girls.came.I hated the new girls I wanted to pull there.hair.o ne stole my pen and the other was on the phone for over the time limit fifteen minutes which was.okay but she never.got off.and.when.she did.she was right back.on.so I was irritated highly.we got into it.and the staff did little to help. My final tipping. Point to my rage.was something. Completely unrelated to them.when I first arrived I met with the doctor and almost immediately put on red suicide watch so I wasn't allowed to go on outings with everyone else.the.program was.only.for.seven.days and Saturday I was.told for.the second time.I.could not.go. on an outing.I go home Tuesday I didn't know when I was.being.taken off red or if.I.would be and that passed.me off so I thought I'll either run away or I'll go home.they. ended Up letting me.go home.I'm home now and have been welcomed. To my first. Drama homecoming. Were my sister sits at.a table pretending to.cut.herself.with a knife cause she's frustrated and has no.common sense. When she.is.I should have stayed but I.guess I.was.enraged.I.didn't even tell anyone I'm still in possession of a.tool to cut with

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[zeninfinity]

It sounds like an unfortunate set of circumstances. I'm sorry you suffer. Do you know the source of your rage? Where it comes from and when it first started?

[seesaw]

passionfruit,

What are some healthy ways you can deal with your anger besides turning it on yourself? Can you try to express yourself? Journal or draw like you did at the crisis house? Hold some ice in your hand? Eat hot peppers? Do something besides cut yourself.

Take care of yourself.