[Aviza]

I damn. I don't even know how to handle this. The trainer does love me, but he still has a girlfriend (I'm told though very petite is not attractive). I asked if I could get a new cup (told from another supervisor that they only give one). A guy in the lunchroom, after hearing and seeing my cup suggested I ask him, he was busy training, so I e-mailed him. Today he responds that he will look into, followed by my wish is your command. I say to him Wow along with thank you very much. Because I figure maybe he doesn't realize I am attracted to him, and I want him to. But damn that's bold.

The former supervisor who got in a fight with the trainer for some unknown reason and stepped down from his position, sent me an e-mail yesterday saying that by just being me I make his day. Um, I give off a vibe or something, this is nuts! Now I know why he wanted to know if I found him attractive. I still don't, I'm friendly but not attracted to him. But I guess I need to be less friendly. The woman I sit next too, OMG she is an amazing person! The rare occurrence we get to talk, she's just so knowledgeable.

Oh my surgery date has been schedule in about 2 weeks, pre-op appt. went well. I put in my request for the day off at work, and immediately after the request had been submitted our printer/copier, password was changed. Guess what? It's my surgery date! Um, ok.

Sorry folks, I cannot resist this man's charms. I just can't do it. I love it, I reveal in the attention. And he's just making my life so much more exicting.