[Aviza]

My daughter was talking about my son's funeral. And how she was pulled from class and told her brother had died. But not how. She than mentioned her dad said saying he didn't know why he was at his funeral he wasn't his son. I responded well you were his sister and he came so you could attend.

But that remark struck a nerve. I spilled the real reason for the divorce that I have glossed over for 10 years. Her father threatened to kill my son I said that is the reason for the divorce.

Now I know she's in therapy. I have no desire to upset her happy home. But I just am not in control lately. I am on 2 antibiotics. I can only eat certain foods while on them. I'm much moodier than usual and I usual feel her remarks and refrain myself from expressing my feelings about them. But this time I couldn't do it.

Now I know I told her too much. I just know.