[fijiisland]

I can't take this prison anymore! I just took one of my kids phones away because they are getting D's an F's and its only the first week of school! (used to always have A's and B's before becoming addicted to phone) So my kids started screaming at the top of their lungs. so my father comes running of course with his mean look on his face (looks mean and evil at me when she is screaming!!!

So I have to explain that she has failing grades to my father. So he yells at her and yells at me and then shuts WIfi off. Whenever she screams he shuts Wifi off!! I can't do my work if it is shut off so I usually just let her do what she wants so I can get my stuff done.
But I cant tell my parents I am back in online school because they will do something to mess it up!! My whole life it seems as soon as i tell someone I am doing something good with my life, they ruin it!!!
So I am in my bedroom crying because since I have the day off from work I was going to get a lot of school work done online. So i finally go and tell them to turn internet on and they do
Now, for the rest of the day I can't be near them or I will get evil looks and stares because of what happened ( my kid yelling because I took phone away!) i can't even discipline my kids. they know grandparents will come running to help them! One time I was even punched in face for the same thing! Because my kids screamed, of course it was MY FAULT and I got punched in face and told I was kicked out, but kids can stay

I am so depressed. Every day if I look at parents faces my day is ruined, so I try to avoid them. But of course if they have something to say to me (whic h is ALWAYS negative , they will make it a point to get in my way on purpose just to say it to me!!

I am so depressed I cant even get out of here. I work full time but have no money!!!

So the point of this story is I was trying to actually do school work ( I am usually too depressed to do it) and when I do, I get the internet turned off because my kids screamed and I will get evil looks the rest of the day! I ACTUALLY think that they have a right to be abusive towards me because i am a loser that lives with them. Because I live there, I feel as if I am SUPPOSED TO TAKE THEIR CRAP. and they think the same thing!! My father told me I can do nothing right and never have. I hate that Ahole more thatn anyhing

[Skeezyks]

[Aviza]

Can you find a library at school it locally where you can do your assignments.

[fijiisland]

Now, I was just told I am kicked out because of my kids yelling. They said they can't stand that yelling and I need to get an apartment.

So I guess its back to letting my kids do whatever they want so they don't yell. they will get bad grades, be on phones in middle of night, etc. They got their way!!!

And when I am told to move out, it makes me not want to go. I also have no way to even move out. I have about $20 to my name;

[divine1966]

I am so sorry. What a nightmare. If you work full time can you get a tiny apartment? Do you get child support? If I lived with my parents I'd lose my mind. When I struggled and was single mom they asked me to live with them so I can save. I refused. I'd rather live in a shelter. Oh that's an idea. Do you have shelters in your area?