[Lost_in_the_woods]

((((HUGS&TEARS))))
I unfortunately can relate all to well.
Everything and everyone I love has been taken from me cruelly and abruptly by people who didn't need to do this to any of us. There was no good cause. Please if you can get as far away as quickly as possible from these toxic people! I made the mistake of thinking if I stayed close and "proved myself to them" ...that maybe I could fix things....All that has happened is I lost more and more and the very last one that I had left and held dear..is now gone too. And I am stuck. Paralyzed by failure and disbelief. Everything I thought I knew...everything I thought I believed..my whole world has crashed down and I don't even know how to determine any sense of anything. Can't even make simple decisions...because I have no reality anymore. I'm not psychotic...just very broken lost and in shock...and now I have no touchstone to base anything from...so nothing is real. There is no reality...there never was I guess...
I'm sorry. Your post just made me cry...and spew my own issues everywhere. I hope your experience is nothing like mine. -lost♡