Too many changes

Now my mom is supposed to be selling her house and buying one closer to my brother. After I told my brother about how financially stressed mom is he texts me he's thinking seriously about moving to out of state and says mom can come live with him. She likes the idea. However at first I was excited, I've always wanted to move out of Minnesota. Than I thought about it, if I move to that small subsidized apartment none of them want me to move to I'll really be all alone. I won't have family to go visit, except my daughter because they'll be gone. I start to cry. Now I'm debating about just staying with mom, maybe the universe is speaking to me and that's what it took for me to get the message.

I have increased debt, less income potetially. Now family changes. I mean I thought the universe wanted me to move, now I'm rethinking things. I don't have therapy for 3 weeks so I'm calling a former office I had therapy at and seeing if they can work me in sooner, and plan to quit my current therapist. I think the other place is just better. She said I could always schedule another appointment, that's just hasn't been the case and she cut my last appointment short.

Edited: My mom also posted a room to rent, she has before and got no one. So now there's a person on the way over here to view the room she says, with the for sale sign in the front yard!