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Hey everyone!
IÂ’d like to thank everyone in advance for reading my post and taking the time to weigh in - it means a lot to me and I read through everything. The reason I am reaching out today is because IÂ’m still thinking about a guy who I havenÂ’t spoken to in months (since November) and havenÂ’t seen in even longer. He asked me out for drinks during the summer and then didnÂ’t follow up for a week and from then on I bombarded him with ridiculous sexts and texts and completely embarrassed myself (so when he eventually did answer, I had to decline to see him out of embarrassment). Some of the messages I sent were just downright odd and I had to delete them and block them out of my memory. I think about him everyday and yesterday I actually started crying about it and the fact that he doesnÂ’t care about me and wonÂ’t even ask me how I am doing etc. Basically my emotions are too much for me to handle and I feel like a monster and hate myself because of this. Why did I latch onto this random guy? Why canÂ’t I just forget about it? Why canÂ’t I just act and think like a normal person? These are the questions I ask myself. I broke up with my long term bf one year ago and I never had any problems, I never thought about it and accepted it in a normal way. But for some reason this guy, who I liked, sticks around in my head and I think about him and miss him everyday. ItÂ’s a truly obsessive tendency which I wish I could stop. IÂ’m not going to message him because I know that this connection I feel is entirely in my head and is not real (also I donÂ’t think itÂ’s socially acceptable to msg someone two months later when you were barely even friends to begin with). I think I might be slightly borderline and I want to know if anyone else can make sense of this behaviour or if they can relate. Thanks for all your help! |
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Hi plynstrom266, Did he reject you? That may be a huge reason why you are obsessing over him. I have found that rejection makes the rejecter seem better than they actually are to the rejected person. It creates an illusion.
In terms of sexting and over texting, you made a mistake and we've all thrown ourselves at someone at one time or another. It sounds impulsive (no judgment from me) and a good therapist can help you sort this all out. Hang in there, ok? |
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Everyone has sent an inappropriate email or text at some point. Don't sweat it. Stop beating yourself up and move forward.
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I would just focus your energy on other people or tasks. I also was obsessed with an online man who never cared about me and never respected me. He was controlling and abusive and kept rejecting me while I kept rejecting him. Now, it is over and believe me, I am relieved and happy!! I sexted him many messages too. He also sexted me a lot. I think sexting is not a good idea if you don't know the person well, however, what has been done is done. Thus, I would get over it. We all make mistakes. Learning for our mistakes is the key point to improving one's life. Best wishes!
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