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Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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#61
I feel really horrible today. I feel like everyone is taking their anger out on me.
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Deilla, jrae, stahrgeyzer
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2018
Location: literally hell
Posts: 2,357
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#62
Today started bad, feeling so depressed that I was forced to go to bed. After a few hours I felt good and worked the rest of the day, then exercised.
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Deilla
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Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Boston Massachusetts
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#63
Anxiety is a 9/10 today. Financial problems and problems with selling our house. I just hate life sometimes. How can some people be so calm during these things?
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Member Since Sep 2019
Location: UK
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#64
Lately I've been managing far beyond my own expectations, mostly because my loved ones 'giddy-me-up' so I don't have the time to sink into self-misery. Aye, they know me better than I know myself!
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Wise Elder
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#65
I felt really horrible and hurt because someone I used to listen to yell at me on her live chat when she ask her viewer to know if her video was messing up. I was very hurt. She did apologize in the comment but I don't believe her.
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Deilla
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Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
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#66
Struggling mentally today, and emotions were difficult to deal with,feelings of loneliness,abandonment,self hatred,feeling unacceptable,
wanting love,attention,companionship....feeling that that is out of my reach and will always be so. |
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Wise Elder
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#67
I feel like this all the time. You are not alone in this..
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Wise Elder
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#68
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#69
I can’t concentrate on anything today. I’ve been trying to watch Monday nights AGT for 2 nights and I still haven’t finished it.
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Deilla
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Location: Limsa Lominsa
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#70
I had a difficult time earlier this morning. But now, I feel fine. It's a calm and peaceful morning.
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Member Since Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
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#71
feeling overwhelmed and yet numb! and also ashamed about being able to do so little, yet not caring anymore
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Deilla, Discombobulated
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#72
Doing chores to cope. If I can feel productive, I'll feel better.
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Location: UK
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#73
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I am doing well today. Apart from being grumpy with my husband, which I apologised for. I shouldn't have done it though. |
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Deilla, simplex
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Deilla, simplex
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Grand Magnate
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Location: England,UK
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#74
I guess I am coping ok,just about, I went to the pub and ate fish and chips and has a disarrono and diet pepsi.
But I was feeling restless and overwhelmed and unable to concentrate to see a film so I just skipped the film. Tonight I am lonely and feeling abandoned. |
Deilla, Discombobulated, simplex
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#75
feels almost like i'm in a nightmare and just can't wake up from it
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Deilla, Discombobulated, simplex
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Location: Georgia
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#76
I'm struggling today but am trying to work out of it and I think it's working. I realized with Borderline Personality Disorder, I'm typically at a higher level of emotion than most.
I'm easily triggered and have this latent rage that I never understood fully until recently. Sometimes it's either that or detachment for me which, can be painful. Today I'm focusing on work, my breathing and posture, and positive affirmations for myself, also being kind to myself no matter if I'm detached, or feeling what I feel. |
Deilla, Discombobulated
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#77
I managed ok today,got weighed at weight loss session,lost two pounds.
Went to pub was going to see a film but it wasn't going to start until 7.30pm,it was 5.30pm and I was too tired to wait two hours doing nothing,so I skipped the film and came home. Struggled a bit today,felt low in mood but coped ok I guess. |
Deilla, Discombobulated
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#78
Don't feel physically good today, so tired, achy, volunteered then came home and slept.
Mentally I am doing well these days. |
Deilla
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#79
Today has been an emotional day. I just let myself feel the feelings and then keep on going. I will try a meditation later to help me relax. I'm stressed out with lots of busy stuff.
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#80
I feel like my increase in topamax has helped my overall sense of well being. I am very sleep deprived but I was still able to function and cope just fine today. The anxiety is for sure still there though.
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