[indigo1015]

Been having a lot of headaches lately-- I think they're due in part to stress and partly also because it's so bright out. It doesn't help that it's really noisy where I work. Some days I get up and don't eat until around 3 or 4pm because the idea of food makes me want to throw up. I scheduled a video appointment with my doc for next week to talk about them. I had an awful dream today-- I dreamt that an evil spirit latched on to me, and that she kills pets as soon as you get them. It was really horrible. Plus I am sick of dating. Somehow, I don't think I'll find what I'm looking for here in Denver. It's just adding so much stress to my already stressful life. I want to find true love but everyone is so retarded and snotty around here. And I'm not the kale-munching, marathon-running, SUV-driving soccer mom type. I'm just really sick of everything. Arrrrrrrrrgggggghhhh

[puzzclar]

My heart goes out to you. From what you said, there's a lot going on. One thing that may be helpful is to look at what is important to you, and make goals around the most important. When we go after what we want, then emotions seem less intense.