I've had enough

I've decided to move back home to my parents house. Its completely un-ideal. This will be my third move in less than a year. Where I live now has gotten weird, and I feel it has become hostile (my neighbor is being passive aggressive). Its just not a good fit. I complained before, and I was blamed. I do share some responsibility but not all. I sent a very angry email to my landlord about him. I take responsibility for this. On top of all this, there is more to my diagnosis than previously thought. Though I've wondered for a while. Moving home is really not ideal at all. But I'm going to do what I have to do. I need peace.

Sorry to hear. Sometimes you have you have to step back to step forward.

Thanks.

Change of plans.

I'm staying there (not moving home).

So Sorry to hear that. Moving out constantly must be annoying but unfortunately sometimes it proves necessary. What changed your plans? Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WovenGalaxy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

Hey @WovenGalaxy, sorry I didn't comment before on this. First off, I'm glad you are staying in your own place. I think you having space is probably better for you. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time finding an apartment that suits you. Please know that it isn't you. All of us struggle with finding a place to live with good neighbors, a nice landlord, and affordable rent. This isn't just a "you" problem. Everyone struggles with this, especially if they are new to renting and not able to pick out some warning signs when touring different potential apartments. Plus, if I recall, are you even picking out these places? If someone is helping you they may not be attuned to some of the things you need that would be red flags to you.

I hope that whatever is going on with your diagnosis is manageable/being sorted out. I understand the uncertainty, grief, and anxiety that comes with realizing new things about your condition. I am going through it as well, and go through it regularly when I discover another limitation on my life because of my disorders.

We are here for you, and I hope things will settle down soon.

Oh @seesaw there is 100% no reason to apologize for not replying. I appreciate your posts but you didn't do anything wrong.

There is a lot I need to process about all this, so I've been quiet and just left it alone here. I know I haven't said specifics or gotten into it. I just haven't felt up to it.

((((((((WovenGalaxy))))))))

Things are going a lot better.

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