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#261
I am feeling very frustrated. today I got banned from a website by someone who I thought was a genuin person and liked having me around- in fact he was constantly talking about how I'm such a valued contributor and a valued person
well: clearly not since he can just bann my account without me doing anything, and without a second thought or a message telling me why oh well: he lost a valued contributor today, and I tink his site is going to go down here from here on out. I also have a headache. not a bad one, but bad enough to notice it.. |
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#262
I'm scolding myself right now.
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#263
I got knocked down this morning. I got up again during the afternoon. Now I’m just trying to ignore my usual Saturday night blues. I need to ask my therapist why Saturday nights specifically are so hard for me. I assume it’s just a hormone thing since I get my shots Saturday mornings. But I also know I do have legit things to be concerned and preoccupied with and it’s been like this for 15 months.
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#264
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Black and white thinking much? Yeah I know I’m being oddly specific in my post. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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#266
He finally sent an email to me yesterday. As I suspected, he lost his phone. His sister and I are going to see him after I go to church today.
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#267
I feel my relationship challenges are trying to teach me to be ‘Mother Theresa’, the most enormously kind, gracious, patient person to tolerate horrifically triggering behavior.
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#268
Still tired despite taking a nap. I feel drained. Well, my man is coming over this week so I have something to look forward to doing. I thought I had covid-19 but no cough or fever. So, I think it is a combo of my hormones changing with the side effect of my med. I feel so exhausted! But, I am doing ok. I am dragging myself everywhere and pushing myself. I am not so tired to do stuff but feel drained while doing nothing. As long as I don't think about it, I'm fine. Hormonal change while aging is troublesome. I look young but feel old. But, life is ok for now.
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#269
I have a lot to do today. So I made a to-do list. I'm slowly working on it. I hope I get it all done this morning. Then I will relax.
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#270
I'm very tired. I spent a lot of time with my family today and that included running around with my 3 and 5 year old cousins. The 5 year old told me that I am now her best friend.
I also...I'd been enrolled in an online college class, which I dropped today. Just the prep work for it the week before was a lot of work. I was feeling a lot of stress, overwhelm, insecurity, uncertainty. In the end it just felt like I was taking on too much. Part of me wishes that I could have stuck with it. But maybe I can do it in the Fall or Spring, when the semesters are longer, and after I've found a job. It did make me realize that I need to be busier than I usually am. It's a helpful skill, in my case, busyness. And at least now I know a little more about what I need to put into it. |
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#271
I could have coped better this morning. While it was not intentional there was a bit of disordered behavior/thinking that led up to it. The rest of the day I was fine. I took my usual 3 Xanax but not any visteril. My moods and anxiety were controlled both inside and outside. I was a tiny bit crabby this morning though.
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#272
I have apparently been coping better today. I fulfilled some goals, which did lift my spirits. And I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
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#273
I was down, coped fairly well though, then bounced back with my tail between my legs once again. I must learn to not set myself up for the triggers that cause this back/forth!
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#274
Up too early this morning (got about 6 hours of sleep, usually get 7-8 instead lately). Formulated a to do list in my head which I am looking forward to.
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#275
Up too early this morning (got about 6 hours of sleep, usually get 7-8 instead lately so hope this is not a new trend). Formulated a to do list in my head which I am looking forward to.
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#276
I'm okay but a little anxious about a friend who is having medical tests. You're just muddling along then something like this comes along and really pulls you up sharp. This afternoon I think I'll go for a walk to take my mind off it.
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#277
I started on the DBT workbook. I discussed with my h each item on the checklist at the start of the book in detail; how I was before him, how I am aside from the relationship with him, and how I am in reaction to the relationship with him. Basically, the DBT will have to teach me to tolerate his very triggering behavior and not react badly to it. I’m not sure how I feel about this or what I want anymore. Ambivalence.
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#278
I’ve been coping well today. That PMDD sucked though. Today was the first time I haven’t been moody in about 8 days. It’s like a light switch when it’s over and I can function normally and not be an asshole to everyone. It’s how I know it’s just PMDD. I do wish there was something to lessen it since it does suck to feel crappy 10 days out of the month. But my doctor said only surgery would get rid of it. So I’m trying to figure out how to manage. This month was a lot worse than usual though. I wonder if my Covid vaccine played a role in it. I thought I heard on the news that the vaccine can mess with that.
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#279
I'm resting a lot today and texting family. I got really sick this morning from my stress test. The IV medicine made me nauseous and tired. I also had a caffeine withdrawal migraine.
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#280
I guess I'm coping ok. Just sorry I didn't do all the things I wanted to do.
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