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Grand Poohbah
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#461
I had what seems to be good news yesterday about a family member but only time will tell if I am right (it depends on the motivation behind what they agreed to do). I can't help but feel hopeful that things will get better for them and continue to keep trying to help them.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#462
I’m coping well today. I didn’t take my shirt off at the beach but I did wear a tank top. So I don’t know if the side of my scars were showing or not. No one stared at me at the beach or said anything anywhere. So I must be passing pretty well. I’m not eating much though and I’m doing a lot of walking. I walked basically everywhere we only drove to get coffee, and to stop at a gas station about 20 minutes away, but then we parked the car at my aunts house and we walked all day. We walked all the way downtown and all around, then we went back to my aunts house, and then to my uncles house, then to the beach, then we did the same walk but backwards. I had completely sweated through my tank top. No one wears masks at all here outside or inside. It’s nice to kinda forget about Covid for awhile but I hope I don’t end up getting a cold or something afterwards.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#463
I'm making big decisions and feeling bold. That's how I'm coping.
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#464
Better day today - I managed to organise myself enough to get some household jobs done which feels good.
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Magnate
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#465
Today I coped well. I volunteered twice and got out of the house, which was really nice and helped.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#466
I used DBT earlier to help soothe me.
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Legendary
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#467
I'm coping by way of distraction & working on some goals.
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Grand Poohbah
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#468
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#469
I’m doing well today. I didn’t go swimming in the lake but I went swimming in the motel pool for a few minutes. But it was cold. It was still outside my comfort zone so it was a good improvement regarding my anxiety. No one else was in the pool. I haven’t been around my family all day, my mom and I have been off by ourselves which has been really nice. But tonight we’re all going out to dinner so I’ll see how well my anxiety and moods hold up then with being with all my family and in a probably very crowded restaurant.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#470
I’m suddenly very roid rage. I need my T shot which I haven’t gotten yet today plus probably a few other things and something legit to eat as well that’s not ramen. Oh yeah and this dumb PMDD too is messing with me. Plus whatever issue I’m dealing with that I went to immediate care for. It could be nothing, could be skin cancer for all I know. I just have to wait a week to find out. A hysterectomy will literally save my life and that’s what I really need to feel stable.
Can you believe from my posts I’m basically non verbal in real life and I can only really talk to my mom and everyone else I either ignore or only give a couple word answers to when spoken to? Business in the front party in the back. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by Mountaindewed; Jul 16, 2021 at 03:56 PM.. |
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Grand Magnate
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#471
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Grand Magnate
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#472
Today was okay, very hot but I worked outdoors in a shady spot of the yard, I'm taking my mind of other things by keeping busy, painting some garden furniture- it looks nice.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#473
It's getting late. I've been busy all day. I'll eat and then go to bed. I may do a meditation.
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#474
Better as I have managed to get proper test results and reach a possible therapist .
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Magnate
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#476
I had a productive day, but was also somewhat isolated. I have made the decision to try harder to show up to social things. I often feel glad when I do.
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#477
I'm coping today by taking the day off. I just want to truly relax and take it easy.
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#478
I've been reading & I just had a good breakfast.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#479
I’m about to completely freak out but my family thinks I’m totally fine since I’m holding it together so well in front of them. I mean is a double life that’s only shown online considered dissociative personality disorder… not looking for an answer I’m just wondering why I’m one way online and one way in real life. One of my therapists mentioned possible selective mutism.
Edit: I just had some popcorn and a pack of Quest protein peanut butter cups. Which were the first things I’ve eaten since 6PM last night. So I feel somewhat more stable now. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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Grand Magnate
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#480
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I don't see why it couldn't be the same online. At the same time I know myself I find it much easier to write something down than vocalise it |
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