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#81
I have an appointment today. The technician should be here shortly. I've been preparing my home all week for this. It's almost over with. I'll be glad.
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I was doing really well, one of the better days than I've had in a while. I was really happy and optimistic and even a little motivated. But just now a minor thing has come up, again, and it's got me sinking fast. I'm fighting the negative though cycle I can see coming. I'm just so tired of having a good day get started only to have the negative take it away. I'm feeling pretty defeated right now. Like, what's the point? Why even get up in the morning and try to get through the day, when it would be so easy to just give up. I'm not sure I can keep going.
I need to get my pups into the vet soon, so they can get the required shots for kenneling. It gives me the option of not having them here. Why Universe?!? Why can't I have one GD good day?!? Why do you have to take this away from me, EVERY FREAKIN TIME?!? I was happy for a change, why take that away?!? If there is a lesson in this for me, you're a really terrible teacher! |
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#83
Dear @AgentQ9A, please hang in there! These are not easy times, but things will get better!
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#84
I'm not coping well today. I have some things I have to do today and I don't want to do them. I wish I could take the day off but I have too many upcoming appointments. I have to get dressed today and that is difficult for me.
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#85
I coped satisfactorily today. Went for a walk in the autumn sun which was the main highlight. I need to walk, to go outside, it's ingrained in me no matter how challenging such a simple act has become. I can't believe it really, but hey - mental health issues.
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#86
I am stressing this morning. Today is my appointment. My chest hurts from anxiety and my non-sensical voice is chattering away. I've tried some deep breathing and other self-soothing techniques, but they are not working. I'm afraid I won't feel better until I am home again.
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#88
I'm doing okay. There was a little bit of a stressful situation at work, we all had to pitch in, strangely I didn't feel stressed out and coped just fine. This may be because we all pitched in and I knew I wasn't alone. Things like this often overwhelm me so I'm pleased it didn't today.
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#89
I've been coping ok off & on.
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#90
It started out as a good day for me but not for my brother. He lost his wrench. My happiness doesn't seem to last very long. my mood was kind of ruined after that. Here I have to get a tire fixed still on my riding mower and I will have to get it done asap.
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#91
i'm scared out of my f-ing mind. and am just super exhausted. also feeling pretty alone - like outer space type!
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#92
I swaped automatic cat feeders out. That way my needy cat would have one that dispenses all the time. It wore me out physically. I am out of breath and dizzy now. I can't cope with it. I'm supposed to have a heart test done on Monday. But I can't cope with going. I just don't care what happens to me.
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#94
I got triggered into a bad mood first thing due to still not getting what I want from h. I will never get what I want and need in this marriage. That would put anyone in a bad mood. It’s his bad inaction, when he knows I need him to act, and he promised he would act, but it’s me who is in control of how it puts me into a horrid mood and I must disengage from it. I will not let that a hole bring me down, not one more minute!
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#95
I'm really feeling sorrow for you guys. You are all trying so hard & important others are hurting you, not helping you. Very sad. I have painful problems of my own, but I'm not currently being hurt by the important people in my life, just my voices. God bless you, dear friends!!
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#96
I'm okay today, a little low ebb, but self caring away. It's raining for the first time in weeks out there - into every life a little rain must fall as Freddy Mercury once sang.
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#98
I am feeling fine and want to stay consistent. My goal is to not get angry and flee when faced with my trigger, rather stay calm. Grounded. I am feeling optimistic about moving forward in a healthier way.
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#99
How is everyone doing?
I had a good day, I knew I would, I met a good friend this morning outdoors for a walk with her dog and we had coffee too. In the afternoon I motivated myself to wash down external doors and windows and that made me feel good. They had the filth of winter still on them! |
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#100
I've had ups and downs today. At the moment I feel sad and lonely. I'm coping by posting on the forum.
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