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Default May 04, 2021 at 02:57 PM
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I think I need another cup of coffee.
Me too, but I won't because it effects my sleep when I have it this late in the day.
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I been trying to use distraction from my really bad days I been having a lot lately.
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Idk what happened today I completely lost control. I don't want 'to be' to be over already. I don't want it to turn into 'was'. I feel so guilty. I am hurting everyone with this. I have to hide it. If something happens it is my fault. I am scared. But I trust in God, I believe he will be there and whatever happens he will hold my hand until it is over, whatever over means, maybe over means a life without self-harm, I hope.
I am otherwise so happy. I don't want this to be taken away from me. So many good stuff happening right now and I am already playing with my life like it is nothing.

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I'm not coping well. I've been sleeping for the past 8 hours and I feel sad, lonely and anxious. I have an appointment in the morning and I don't want to go.

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I slept for a total of 12 hours. I don't feel well emotionally. I'm not coping. I wish I could cancel this MRI. Maybe I will.

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I am frightened.
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I feel great!! I am happy! I am in love!! I feel blessed. God is kind sometimes!!
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Default May 06, 2021 at 08:15 AM
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I threw up my hands and gave up. I can’t stand the tug of war. i don’t want what I want anymore due to resistance. My low self esteem is keeping me from steering my life.

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I am feeling really down, very little in my life gives me joy. I know it’s up to me to change that. I also know I’ve had various diagnoses over the years . I know a large part of it is my job , and another piece of it is my relationship .

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I'd love to sit back and relax and not do much of anything.
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Idk what happened today I completely lost control. I don't want 'to be' to be over already. I don't want it to turn into 'was'. I feel so guilty. I am hurting everyone with this. I have to hide it. If something happens it is my fault. I am scared. But I trust in God, I believe he will be there and whatever happens he will hold my hand until it is over, whatever over means, maybe over means a life without self-harm, I hope.
I am otherwise so happy. I don't want this to be taken away from me. So many good stuff happening right now and I am already playing with my life like it is nothing.
I understand!! God bless you!!

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I had a day off work and it was good to relax. I'm also feeling better physically and I even went for a run.
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I feel fine. No complaints! I do feel a bit tired but am always like this. So far so good.
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I'm having a hard time staying asleep. I'm tired of tossing and turning so I will try to work on chores. I feel pretty anxious. I might take a PRN. Maybe that will help me sleep.

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I'd be coping better if I didn't have to shower. it hurts!

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I've been crying this morning. My Cymbalta makes me very tired. I have to take it in the morning and then again at night. The pharmacist said the fatigue will last another week. I hope I can deal with it better.

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I felt a bit flat today. It rained the whole day and I had a lot of stuff whizzing around my head. I need to get into gear but today I couldn't.

I did cook a nice meal and dessert tonight so that was something.
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I’m dealing with some major disappointment at work but trying to keep my chin up, it’s hard. I’m also trying to treat my symptoms with medicinal marijuana , I win some , I lose some. I’ve been praying a lot .

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Today I'm pretty sure I'm coping better than yesterday. So glad to be here with all of you.

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I’m coping well with my emotions today. I choose to have a good day today in spite of some negative things. He stabbed me with words. They were just words. I’m not really bleeding. I don’t have to let him ruin my life. He’s the A hole.

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