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Magnate
Member Since Jan 2013
Location: Midwest
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Sep 07, 2021 at 08:17 PM
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I have written a monologue about my son's life and suicide. I told them it was true. They thought I needed to be sadder.
Honestly my feelings came out a wee little bit but honestly I'm blocked. I'm memorizing lines about my son and the character is me. I thought it would show I could cry but I'm doubting my ability to perform this monologue I created. I wrote it in a minute and now shared it so I'd basically need permission to start over. As a singer I Express emotion through words and try hard not to cry while singing. Which is hard sometimes so I have to break this habit to show and Express emotions. I was told to practice in front of a mirror. Advised to go back to when he died originally advised to watch mom's who lost a son. When he died, my reaction was out of character for me. I screamed, cried, the person who told me hung up on me was sick of hearing it. His foster mom told me. I don't know how to express that in a minute monologue. When I'm talking about the kid he was and how shocking it was. Maybe talking is helping me. __________________ Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.  Daughter: 20  Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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