[modestlychee6463]

I'm feeling rather mad and I'm starting to feel restless and rather stir crazy. I'm trying to be patient and it's beginning to wear thin. Nothing I have planned has worked out for me lately. I could use some prayers.

[modestlychee6463]

It makes me mad when mother keeps texting when I feel like it's not getting her anywhere. I admire her persistence but I'm just hating her email ring at the moment and I'm ignoring it. I hate feeling stuck at home and I'm just itching to get out of this place. I keep thinking once I'm getting more goods for her, only then would I feel more content.

[modestlychee6463]

The thought of having a person come over for a fix up job isn't making me any happier either because it means I'm going to have do so much cleaning of this place when I was kind of hoping to get away. I'm just mad at life. I'm starting to wonder if I'm going to be spending at least half of this month feeling pretty upset. I can't seem to do anything much about my restlessness today. I just hated it when I was trying to find something a bit earlier and never found it. I guess it's meant to be the story of my life. Part of me feels like I don't care to find anything again because well it seems like I have always failed. I'm just mad because I was expecting better than this and I feel so powerless to be able to do much of anything about it. I hate myself for feeling like this. I'm starting to think talk wouldn't solve anything. I feel like I'll have to force something good to happen or otherwise, I'm afraid I'll feel madder than ever. I'm surprised anything good comes out of all the upset I have had. I'm starting to think of wanting to run away because that's how powerless I seem to be.

[modestlychee6463]

I'm starting to think I kind of hate the month of May because well it tends to be severe weather month along with troubles with maintenance of machinery, more yard work, and problems that you didn't see coming crop up all of a sudden. kind of a telling point of how rough of a time you're going to have in the next year. laughs.

[Sohappy]

I could write a book. Don't get me started. I was born from angry people and grew up with angry people. I know mostly angry people.

[Mountaindewed]

It annoys me when people constantly tell me to drink water and that I'm dehydrated. Its like ***** I'm drinking 3 bottles a day what more do you want, water intoxication?

[AzulOscuro]

I’m so so so angry at this torrid heat that is in my city.
You can’t go out without getting tired as hell for the most part of the day.
Still 4 months like this ahead. 🤮