[jrae]

the unthinkable has just happened! and my gut reaction is, s.o.b. !!!

but i find that there is some anger. i'm not usually the one who dwells on the 'why' part of things happening. but there are times when enough s**t is enough s**t! so why does this s**t have to keep happening to me -> hence the anger!!!

at the same time, i'm also just completely and utterly devastated! i'm in a 'place' right now where no one should ever be. i just ............

[Broken Old Man]

Jrae,

Sorry for whatever it is you are going through.
Life isn't always predictable when we bring others into our lives.
I can't answer your questions, but I have learned that the only thing in life I really control is myself.

Hope you find some answers here.

BOM

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by jrae

the unthinkable has just happened! and my gut reaction is, s.o.b. !!! :holysheep:

but i find that there is some anger. i'm not usually the one who dwells on the 'why' part of things happening. but there are times when enough s**t is enough s**t! so why does this s**t have to keep happening to me -> hence the anger!!!

at the same time, i'm also just completely and utterly devastated! i'm in a 'place' right now where no one should ever be. i just ............ :sigh: :bigeyes: :bawling:

I’m sorry that you are struggling right now.

[jrae]

Originally Posted by Broken Old Man

Jrae,

Sorry for whatever it is you are going through.
Life isn't always predictable when we bring others into our lives.
I can't answer your questions, but I have learned that the only thing in life I really control is myself.

Hope you find some answers here.

BOM

i never said it involved other people...........