*Trigger Warning*

I am angry and upset and pissed off right now-- and I apologize in advance, because I'm not going to mince words in this post (hence the title). I've been in training for my new job all week-- they seem to think cramming a shitload of info into our brains and then letting us loose in the pharmacy constitutes good training. I also have a **** ton of online training that I still have to do. I feel stupid when I'm there, even though I've been a pharmacy tech for over 6 years (my point being, this ain't my first rodeo). I feel freaked out because they are super particular about how things have to be done-- which in many instances, I can appreciate, after all we're handling people's medications-- but it's a one-strike-and-you're-fired kind of deal in some of those cases. **** this. I am freaking out. I feel like I've made the wrong decision, like I was stupid to even apply for it. Who am I to think I can succeed here? Meanwhile, it is in the 60-70 degree range here in Denver, which is ****ing disgusting. GIVE ME ****ING SNOW ALREADY. I won't be getting paid until the 17th, so I'm also freaking out about how I'm going to pay my bills until my first paycheck. And let's just say I read the wrong article at the wrong time, which enraged the ****ing **** out of me. Denver is a ****ing pisshole full of yuppies and rich hippies, and I'm ****ing sick of it. I want to leave-- I want to go far away from stupid people and assholes. Away from all the Cali idiots who've ****ed this state up. Away from the heat and sun. Away from every little ****ing thing. Screw this.

Sorry things are so messed up. I would be angry too.

I think it’ll be okay. I needed to calm down a little bit and distance myself from the situation. Thank you Yaowen for your empathy.

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Can understand your venting. I sometimes feel the same way and I don’t even have the same problems that you have. Just get sick of everything and everyone. Feel like making the wrong decisions totally ****ed up my life. You WILL get thru this. Try and go easier on yourself. If this job doesn’t work out there are other jobs. And there are other places to live. After you calm down think it thru.
Best of luck to you..