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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
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#721
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#722
Just trying to do what I can & keep planning what I want to do.
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Member Since Jan 2021
Location: On a raindrop far, far away
Posts: 871
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#723
I have covid
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,848
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#724
I'm too tired to get out of bed. I don't want to sleep either. I'm not hungry. I'm just kind of here today.
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Member Since Oct 2015
Location: The Star of the North
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#725
It's a lazy day. Nothing happening. So I'm just hanging out.
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#726
Oh, my goodness, thank you so much for being there! I don't know what I'd do without all of you. Life is sometimes painful. But I am so glad we do have each other. Thank you, dear ones, for being here for the rest of us!
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Grand Member
Member Since Jan 2021
Location: On a raindrop far, far away
Posts: 871
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#727
I feel like crying. I wish I were already old and frail. Peace would be possible then, it seems.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
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#728
Work has been short staffed and stressful again but I’m clocked out now and planning some nice things for next few days.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,848
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#729
I may have figured out why I was so anxious on top of everything else going on. My anxiety was fine today but my stomach was upset. I took some pepto bismol half an hour avo and it feels decent right now. I have therapy tommorow and I kinda don't want to do it. I don't want to be burned out again by telesessions like I was in 2020. Plus there might be insurance issues with this therapist she wants me to see and I just don't feel like battling insurance companies. I know I need to talk to her though about all this.
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Member Since Sep 2020
Location: Wichita, KS
Posts: 600
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#730
My father got me a battery charger for my laptop and I am hence just relaxing today on my laptop. I love my laptop. And sometimes I want a really simple device for my cell phone.
There's a kitten exploring the street and I'm seeing through Nextdoor and the neighborhood group on Facebook if there is anyone with a lead for this lost tabby cat. Or if anyone wants her. __________________ I have Schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type. ![]() 234 mg Invega Sustenna injection, 2 mg Risperidone prn, 1 mg Benztropine, 1500 mg Lithium, 200 mg Seroquel prn, 20 mg Belsomra prn, 2 mg Lorazepam prn |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,848
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#731
Its hard to tell if I'm coping well or not. I wasn't very productive. But I wasn't annoyed or moody with anyone. Food wise wasn't great but when is it ever. I basically just survived today.
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Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
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#732
A lot of psychological pain right now, but I'm really glad about a tone down on the physical pain.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,848
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#733
I coped well today. I had a bad migraine and nausea most of the afternoon. I think it was from the pumpkin seeds I ate. I'm feeling better now. Overall my anxiety and moods were under control and I actually legit ate today. I have to get some blood work done in the morning that I'm nervous about because I've been doing something I've been told not to that could mess things up. But hopefully things will be ok. I haven't been stressing too much over it today.
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 16,689
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#734
I've made some mistakes today, so I've been trying to talk to myself better.
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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#735
Despite the pain and other things ok
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 9,703
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#736
I made myself go outside and do some yard work as well as visiting my neighbors.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#737
I've been smoking cigarettes to cope.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,848
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#738
I got my flu shot yesterday and I also found out my blood level is high. Which may explain the mental health and some of the medical issues I've been having. So today I've felt hungover from the flu shot. I was having a lot of anxiety but its better now. Now I have a headache and my cough has returned and I have a sore throat. So I think I'm still dealing with covid. I got a little bit of an hours nap in but my coughing woke me up. Now I just feel kinda blah. I see my doctor in the morning who deals with the high blood level. If I can get some help in that area that would be amazing. I also got some other blood work done today ordered by another doctor that I'm a bit worried about. I haven't gotten the results yet which just makes the worrying even worse.
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Magnate
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Earth
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#739
I had an interview today but if they offer me the job I"m going to say no. After hearing more about it, I think it's quite wrong for me. On the plus side, I'm in my 9th week of classes, and it's going well. I'm planning on going to a yoga class tonight to unwind.
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#740
willowtigger stress anxiety dissassociationing
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