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#861
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I am trying to handle the fact that years ago i used to even depict myself as powerless in some circumstances that I was the only responsable for But nonetheless i am sad and feel even more unable to fix in the current situation Hate myself but trying not to spread negativity around Some day it is harder |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I felt like an adult for once when I thought our smoke detector went off. I stayed calm and I looked for anything that was burning and then called my mom who was at the pharmacy. It turned out it was the carbon monoxide going off I guess by accident since the other one was ok and neither has gone off since. Eh at least I stayed calm.
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I'm coping by using the computer. I have tons of bookmarks, so I will be exploring the mess I made. I have a small little project of getting my cell phone and laptop together. I have my iPad all figured out. I have my cell phone figured out. I fell so much like this is going to be put to a finish. The computer will probably take years to feel alright with. So I guess I am putting this to a finish.....I will be happy when I can feel less compelled to worry about this minor detail of life.
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#865
It’s still stressful and understaffed at work, and no wonder I ended up with a migraine. Anyhow, it’s my days off now and I’m part time thank goodness, trying not to ruminate but of course I’m a champion ruminator.
Anyhow migraine is over with meds and I’m resting, nothing important to do, so I’m going to focus on relaxing. |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#868
I still have this lack of motivation/energy to do basically everything but work out every other day. I shower and brush my teeth when I need to and I have to drag myself to my pointless doctors appointments. I'm going on an overnight trip tommorow and I am not looking forward to it. I don't feel particularly depressed. Just this lack of energy thing.
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#869
I'm journaling.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#871
I'm better this evening than this morning for sure. Kinda took a mental health day. Sport, Food, Chill, for the most part.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#874
I’m super chilled today, got lots of outdoor time ahead of tomorrow’s predicted bad weather. Yesterday’s extra sleep helped a lot.
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#875
I gave zero shits about anything because I wasn't feeling good. Therefore I coped today just fine.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I have the radio on the upbeat music station. It's so interesting because I can keep it on this station and get rid of my Apple Music. This means there are shifts in my mindset probably ! WOW
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#879
I woke up early and worked out. I got under my bed swept. Which was a disaster. I also got my freezer organized. Stuff was just piled on top of each other. Its very neat now. After about 2 months I got my laundry put away today. I had just been putting it in laundry baskets after it was finished drying. I can feel the prestiq improving my depression and anxiety. But I still feel so sick all the time from the side effects or something.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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