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Today I have been coping a little bit better
I am sorry I previously misused the forum to write negative comments. The general (personal) current situation is such a non-sense
That happens don’t be to hard on yourself.

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I been doing house work to keep my mind busy.

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Today I stayed home all day because of the weather and it was pretty blissful, I did a few jobs but a quiet slow pace, just what I needed.
Sometime that is all we can do.

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I’ve had some anxious thoughts and worries but tonight I ramped up the self care, made myself a cocoa and watched a comfort movie on Netflix with my snuggle blanket, it helped a lot.
Sound like an awesome plans. Good for you. Hope it helps you feel better.

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Singing and bringing myself to a resoluteness

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Singing and bringing myself to a resoluteness
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Today I have coped by redoing some of my information on social media and things I like to be social on. I have danced in my chair a bit and actually eaten lunch. I am having less iced tea which is so disgusting to me. I put makeup on and went out to the supermarket. And at the supermarket I got a notepad which I am going to try to write to myself things that need be done for the time while trying to explain why these things are important and also write why I am grateful to be alive.

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I'm trying to make it through the day. The wildfires here are getting worse and are causing me a lot of respiratory issues. Our inept government is still "evaluating" the situation.
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I'm trying to make it through the day. The wildfires here are getting worse and are causing me a lot of respiratory issues. Our inept government is still "evaluating" the situation.
I’m sorry about the wildfires

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I had a good day today, and I’m managing my anxiety.
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I had a good day today, and I’m managing my anxiety.
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I'm doing a ton better today. I slept last night and I haven't had any crippling anxiety.

I realized I haven't cride since my surgery in October 2021. I don't have any estrogen in me anymore so its like I just can't anymore. Yeah I've still felt sad though sometimes. But my main emotion has been anxiety.

Also I realized today Dolly Parton causes me to have dysphoria. I'm not saying I don't like her. But she sometimes just makes me feel uncomfortable.

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Watching some comedy TV shows and surfing the interwebs. That seems like my whole life now
Same here. Morning killed the entire day for me. Woke up feeling horrible and thought about ending it. Afraid to go the hospital and my outpatient Dr. can't help me.

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Same here. Morning killed the entire day for me. Woke up feeling horrible and thought about ending it. Afraid to go the hospital and my outpatient Dr. can't help me.
I’m sorry that you are feeling down. Sometimes the holidays makes feel worse.

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I thought I'd be super happy over the news and I'd want to celebrate. But my stomach and food issues can't take a break for anything. Overall it was a mildly good day and I coped very well.

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I've been journaling.

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I can't seem to meditate properly these days. It's become more of a chore, less of a coping mechanism. T and I meditated at his office today, and I was restleess and my thoughts came and went almost unchecked. I was scared. I don't know why, and I didn't communicate it, but I felt fear for some reason. At least that's what it seemed to be.

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I’m been working on my anxiety and depression.,

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I’m doing better today, I felt overwhelmed by a few things yesterday and overloaded with work particularly, today my deputy was in and I felt better supported. Plus I’ve got a couple of days off before the retail madness restarts for Christmas.
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I’m doing better today, I felt overwhelmed by a few things yesterday and overloaded with work particularly, today my deputy was in and I felt better supported. Plus I’ve got a couple of days off before the retail madness restarts for Christmas.
Ohhh 😮 you work retail! Oh I feel for you. As a consumer I avoid the madness. I wish good and thoughtful consumers for you.

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