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#801
I got my dentist appointment out of the way. It was pretty much pain free. I've had needles in way worse places then in my mouth and they were not fun. One was downright traumatic. So novacaine was a piece of cake. Especially with how much numbing gel she put on before the shot. It cost me $487 to get 2 minor cavities fixed. Considering how much soda I consume daily I should consider myself lucky that I got off so easy with just the 2. Now I go back in April just for a 6 month cleaning.
Then Thanksgiving is going to be a bigger deal then I thought and my mom and I argued about it. We are staying 2 nights instead of just overnight. I am worried about a couple people who will be there who weren't orginally part of the plan. Also I'm worried about catching Covid again. Then theres this bad anxiety and I don't know if its med related or situational. But without a therapist until the start of December and all the other stuff going on, I've been quite ornery bordering on angry today. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by Mountaindewed; Nov 17, 2022 at 04:55 PM.. |
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#802
I still don’t have emotions under control when triggered. It’s freeze or fight then turned inward crying. He’s still the one, the button presser. It’s not even always him doing anything wrong, often just terrible communication issues, chronic misunderstandings.
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#803
I go into a freeze mode when there's a dangers (if i feel its a dangers), learned behaviour cause freezing would de-fuse *his* anger
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#804
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#805
I’m in a negative state of mind today, it’s rained endlessly, it’s dark, cold, and I know work is likely to be tough coming up because of an ongoing staff absence. I’m doing positive stuff but my mood is still gloomy.
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#806
I didn't take a shower for the second day in a row. But I got my laundry done which I've been bad at. I'd like a valium right now but I'm already 2 days short and I've gotten talked to by the pharamacy about the system or whatever and filling it early too many times.
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#807
I decided to clean up a little bit more of my closet today.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#808
I have been feeling really awful today. So I decided to watch some Christmas movies on Hulu as well as self help videos. I was thinking that it might help me feel better.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#810
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#811
I just ate two of the mini lindt chocolate bears from a package that I was suppose to give to my psychoterapist as a gift
I am on my period and i have been not touching sweets for two/three weeks Yesterday when I came home and unpacked my groceries I was looking at those chocolate bears knowing that they would have been safer locked somewhere So I continued my scarf project on loomknit that will also be part of the little gift Today I had a discussion with my mother and i went straight to the chocolate. Now. I wonder if I could save the survived bears and maybe packing them in a chiffon bag or something. But since it is food idk. It would be not very proper #WorldFirstProblems. |
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#812
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#813
This has not been one of my best days!
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#814
I'm thinking of the Wednesday before Thanksgiving 2018 when I ate something that didn't agree with me and I puked my guts out that night. Not the night you want to be sick. I kind of feel the same way tonight. Overall I coped well besidee the nausea.
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#815
Today I have been using distraction as much as possible.
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#816
Today I have been stressed and scared as he**.
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#817
It’s dark and raining at 4pm but I’m doing okay, got some things done I needed to.
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#818
I'm coping better today than yesterday. I have been able to push myself more ...
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#819
I been watching Christmas movies to help me feel better.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#820
Coping quite well really considering yesterday was the worst day I'd had in a while - very dark. Bounced back satisfactorily though.
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